on the Battlefield.
what do i blog about now?
after 1week or so of not blogging.
saya rinduuuuuu !!!!
let's begin.
the MidYearExam had started.the sudden feeling of rushing through last min revising is on.some are still lingering,having fun till midnight.some are focusing on their books that they have no time to bath. =P
as for me,im revising.but how much goes into my head? only God knows.just when i open my book to study,there is always something else that interest me.yesterday,instead of reading the peribahasa,i watched Dimensi ke-4.See?
And i planned to wake up around 1am to study but end up dozing off.I did not hear the alarm next to my pillow but i could hear the ringtone of my hp.Turns out it was MrCrab. Of coz,i ignored it.
waiting outside Hall for our MT Paper1.
My nervousness is taking control of my body that my heart is pumping a million beats faster with my brain almost jam.My palms are sweaty.I go overboard right to the front,searching for my place.Silly me,i found my place right at the back.Thousand pairs of eyes looking at me. "Hey Dee ni selengeh nahh...Pat duduk pon tak tau mana.Padahal dah letak index no. sakk ".Someone must be thinking like this.I KNOW.
while writing Karangan(Composition)
oh chicken nuggets!I'm left wit less than 15mins to finish my Karangan.Mind you,i'm only at the third paragraph. ARGGGHHHH !!
Rushing like a madcow,writing my few last words before they say,"Times up.Put down your pens.We will collect your paper now".
doing MT Paper2
oH woaH ! tak senang nyer ! tapi buat cepat ! pelik ya !
translation: not easy but i can do real fast.Weird.
must be my body.panic.dont think too much.juz scribble.scribble but gotta be logical.
halfway,my BLADDER is about to burst. Hold on,you V-heads! They wont allowed going to the lavatory during the exam duration.
One of my question paper is coloured with orange chalk.That stopid index number label. And teachers walk passed me,thinking i've nothing better to do. Oh yesh ! I've nothing better to do that i can draw some cartoons on my paper. Cute eh? I love that funny-looking worm on my Kefahaman page. wee~!
3 down,14 to go.
long way to go before I win this battle.
l'amore, il Dee 4/28/2006 03:32:00 PM
Deaf after Midnight
Yesterday,was yet another boisterous Saturday.Thanx to Nini who finally decided to watch him perform fer the ferst time.We reached Bukit Batok CC,2nd level. Asal cam tkde orang ni?Senyap je..Kosong lak tu. When we went to the ground level,then only we heard LOUD MUSIC. Ahhh...this is much better.Called AbgWan so we could get our tix.
WAHHHH !!!!!
Full of human beings.
Makciks.Pakciks.Teens.Babies.Cutie pies =) & the Finalist!!
So happening !! Not even a little did i regret not going fer Hollaback Crew or Anugerah Consert.
They performed lyke true blue RockStars.The music were awesomely LOUD.Their originals can sold a million copies.Some freaking cutie pies make me drool(ok not.juz exaggerating)
Juz lyke the way we always do it.With green lightsticks, we will CHEER for KDJ ! "Sugar we going down".I dont think so.Coz they manage to come out in the 9th position.Surprise?I am MORE surprise.You guys did a great job,I shall say. *winks*
There's a variety of genres.So gerek! Samba,Metal,Punkrock,Pop. I'm simply enjoying meself yesterday.Thanx.
Soon,we had our winner. Dah aku agak nyerr..Mesti tu band.Huahaha ! Congrats eh Cik Abgs semua !!
I hope they will held it again next year.
=)
I'll remember you...
l'amore, il Dee 4/16/2006 09:21:00 PM
Thanx to Mila Sis.
i had a great night travelling one end of singapore to the other.though i was fishing scared we might get lost.we laugh lyke hyenas and i DONT MIND her laughing out loud.DowntownEast was our destination.on the way,lotsa cutie pies to be appreciated =).
how nice God's creation can be?
there was one moment..i think dat was the best moment of my lifetime taking the train.there was an empty seat beside me,on my right.Mila was busy listening to her mp3,on my left.then,there was this trio.2 girl 2 guys.i thought the gerl is gonna sit nxt to me.u noe it is much more comfortable to sit beside a female stranger. BUT,it turns out dat she went off to sit beside her fren opposite us(me&Mila). Great. So one of the guy was reluctant to sit next to me.Maybe because my skirt is just too flicking kembang.That i had to shift and let him sit. HaHa ! He's wearing a cap,dat fugly clocks,jeans,wadever tshirt he is wearing and carries a nike sling bag.Dammit! why? because i didnt took the chance to look into his mysterious face.okayy...maybe because i dont want him to think im so fluking curious to look at his face.Or maybe...i was just too shy.HaHa!
Siapakah jejaka yang duduk sebelah aku? Kata Mila,dia handsome.Tapi....saya ingin melihatnya dengan mataku sendiri....Bolehkan kita terjumpa lagi?
Okay.That was pure Malay baku.HaHa ! Oh and I can feel the heat from his body. WAH!! and his knee touching my knee.His adidas jacket accidentally hit my hand.But dat's ok. And it's ovbious u didnt want to hit me coz you were so careful when you lend back. WOAH ! Tell me i will bump into him again in the train. PLZ!!! ouh yea,and he alight at CityHall =)
while I have to cross over and take the other train,off to PasirRis.
Purpose of going to DowntownEast is to fill our empty tummies =P
Luckily food is still there.It was Mira's party.Awesome man! The food,i mean.HaHa!
Had mee siam goreng,fishball sambal,ayam goreng,hotdogs,satay and and CAKES! She had 2 different flava of cakes.One is choc hazelnut(Mila's fav) and Mango(i lyke...).So beside of being a lil awkward to the bdae gal,i enjoy my Saturday to the FULLEST !
Wad time did i arrive home? 11+. Singapore time limit for us youngsters=11pm muz be home. WHATEVER ! my parents dont give a shyt so why should you? HaHa !
[ events post happened on Sat,8 April 2006 ]
l'amore, il Dee 4/10/2006 09:56:00 PM
nothing ever stays.
but art does.
waiting fer my heartthrob to save me from the dragon in this tower.
l'amore, il Dee 4/05/2006 06:28:00 PM
can't cry with eyes closed
on Sat Morning
It was the most paradisiac dream ever.seeing him in my dream.W-O-A-H.It's so real i swear it was him in my DREAM.Gosh!!And if it wasn't my imagination,i was actually smiling in my sleep.
i didnt asked fer it,did i?it's out of my control to have what dream during what time.
what is more surprising,he asked if he could meet me up on that very same day.It was so unpredictable.We planned the whole meeting up and...
And i screw it.Everything.The only chance i have to see him in person,and i juz screwed it.How wonderful !
Now,there wont be happy endings fer me.We will go on with our separate life.Ignoring when each other,when the MSN shows online.Won't bothered to sms each other no more.No more talks over the phone.No more listening to him strumming the guitar.No more lame jokes.No more smiley face to see.
Damn.Im hopeless.Always.These tears of guilt is a waste.It's not like anyone really care.Because they don't know no shit wad happened.And i wont tell.But i think i did tell a few here on my blog.Ironic.
on Sunday(today)
More guilt.More confusion.More tears.More arguements.More hatred.
Shyt.
More shyt.Certainly.
There goes a friend,whom im was dying to meet.There goes the most cutest curly-hair guy.There goes the friendship i thought i could keep fer long.
U're worth my time,seriously.And i never meant to bueh you.To forget you,is impossible.The hardest part of holding on is letting go.I noe u're bloody angry at me.If i have the choice,i wouldnt let this friendship end juz as yet.But it seems i've no other alternative but to let you free.
And i hope i'll see you in my dreams.Unintendedly....
l'amore, il Dee 4/02/2006 07:58:00 PM
