birds.make.patterns.in.the.sky.
no PARENTS.
no RULES.
no RESTRICTION.
all FREEDOM.
w-o-a-h !
=)
had a great Saturday.thanx.50 bucks out of my savings.OH! the horror.not gonna spend all this month.gotta save fer a new pair of Pony or Chucks.soon,my feets.soon.
counting the days till....i turn 1year older. awww. tyme running really fast. ARGH! shuddup dont remind me of O-lvl,im warning u!
let's go BONKERS !!!!!!!!!!!!!
the band "10Years",not band.go check it out.
Dear MomoZee,
i may not always be able to help you.but i'll be more than please to be there fer u as a listening ear and someone to cheer u up.i noe u are facing the biggest test(maybe) from Allah.nevertheless,u should not give up now.not now.make Ayah proud by achieving ur Olvl wit rainbows of As.i noe u can do it.U noe im always here fer u,babe.Be strong,k?
l'amore, il Dee 3/26/2006 12:37:00 AM
hug me.tell me everything's going to be ok.please.
You may need me there
To carry all your weight
But you're no burden I assure
You tide me over
With a warmth I'll not forget
But I can only give you love
for once,someone please say this verse and mean it.i cant deny that im waiting for Mr.Paramedic to aid me.lyke right NOW.drips of water come streaming down my cheeks.something's not right.but i'm not sure myself what is it.locked myself inside the cubicle,hoping no one would hear me crying my heart out.it's lyke i need novacaine and put me to sleep for eternity.it's not lyke anyone really give a damn if Dee is alive or not.no difference.just dat the situation would be more perfect.dont ask me bout hw,no more.brain is jam.all other Cadbury or choc or candy is access denied to my body.i dont feel eating choc would sweeten my day lyke always.today,it's not the same.maybe if i woke up the next morning,i'll smile lyke a silly moron with my mind much more lighter and my soul more relax.i will be able to do my ChemTest and pass.i'll greet everyone with the sweetest voice.i'll dance my way back home.
or maybe not.
l'amore, il Dee 3/20/2006 09:47:00 PM
So far away, I'm gone.
Please don't follow me tonight
And while I'm gone everything will be alright
it's not worth cursing under your breath.i find a better way to release my anger without anyone noticing.silent mode.juz berdoa,berzikir.trust me.it works fer ya'all Islam.no F-word.no chinese swearings.juz pure and safe.
=)
today at werk,aren't so much of scolding.juz 'interacting'.and smiles.it brightens up my day.at least some customers are being friendly.thanx a LOT.learning to do counter.and soon,i'll be away from the hot hasty hazardous place.yippess!oh wait,i almost fergot.Im gonna QUIT.c'mon i think Olevel is way more important.werking...is juz to0 tedious.
i've learn how to appreciate cash in hand.buying my family lunch,using my $$ aint a pain but i taste wad my parents feel when they had to pay fer so many3 bills.plus,buying my own personal hygiene things.i think i spend 20bucks in all fer today. wad a HOLE in my pocket. *sigh*.
meet up wit Hafiza(kelas aku bukan kelas m2) at level3,lib civic.sorry fer keeping her waiting fer me way to0 long.had to rush from werk back to home and off to lib.im done wit 2/3 of my poa(thx to her useful aid).time to finish the others.
a black dog stared right into my eyelinered eyes.scared the soul of me.wassup dawg?while i was climbing up the stairs to 8th storey,a cat stares at me and runaway. WHY YOU CREATURES? besides dat,people look at me differently.hmmm....maybe it's the way i dress.all in black.long sleeved&short 3/4 skirt,pink converse,khaki clr bag. it's juz so strange. "Dee the Strange"? nahhh....
toodles~
yesh,holidays have ended.tyme to go back to the 5day education absorbing rountine. BLAH! double the excitement if u're NOT done wit the hw =). gdluk with the late night hw marathon!
l'amore, il Dee 3/19/2006 09:09:00 PM
the perfect goon.
finish reading a book called "An Order of Amelie,Hold the Fries" in less than 24hrs.the storyline was so captivating.bout some modern teen love story.age differences dont matter.when choosing someone to spend a lifetime with,emotions alone are not enuff.really,a must read to those who are in love and bookworms.
didnt went out today.planning to meet Mimi but it did not happen.doing homewerks and watching tv."Topgun" at HBO was all about jet planes and romance.tomCruise looked so much younger and hensem-er.woah!
getting tanner from yesterday's ATF.i hope using 'Fair&Lovely' would help make my dark face fairer.of coz,i didnt realise it until Nini comes up to me while im still dozing off. "Eh Yana semakin tan ahh...(compares her skin with mine) tengok ni.siape lagik gelap?" ouch.shuddup,i get your point.yesh a BIG difference there,sis. *sigh*
my blisters on my feets looks lyke two eyebrows.flicking painful the ferst tyme it get contact wit H2o.juz got to bear wit it.
=(
see? eeeeuuuuu !!!!!!!!!!!
okay,im off to doing my compo.juz hope monday would not come THIS fast. damn.
l'amore, il Dee 3/18/2006 09:56:00 PM
damn.wad should i blog about?im juz feeling bone-tired from this week events.going to sko0l,back to home and out again wit frens.at night hastily doing my holiday homewerks.laugh if u want to,since u dont have that much homewerks piling up lyke mine.and now i worry if i could not finish all the shyt by sat,at least.since sundays,im werking.(the pic)me and Yul inside a lift at suntec.accompany her to apply fer Carrefour job.Carrefour is pronounce as carr-fourrr or sumthing liddat.french word,they say.however it's suppose to pronounce.im not fluent wit saying some 'difficult' words clearly and correctly.MomoZee told me i should go for speech therapy.how caring of her?*sheesh*
in less than 7hrs,im off to Pulau ubin fer ATF.conqeuring fear of height,aint good enuff.people,do motivate one another.be careful,and do seek for fun in anyway that does not irritates those CIs,kay?
off to bed early.Goodnight HumanBeans.
=)
from purevolume_____
l'amore, il Dee 3/16/2006 09:39:00 PM
play it loud.
okayyyyyyyy.let's rush.i know,i know i've not been consistantly updating my bloggy.juz couldn't find the time to sit and face the comp.so now,while im left with 15mins or so,i'll update with wad i remembered.(due to STM,Dee might not be accurate)
followed MomoZee,Ras&Sempoi dumbly to NUH.Ras had some fingers fractured.Awww.fortunately,it's healing fast.unlyke some sickness of mine.today was lyke a pesta perut fer me.being fat at the tummy is a no-no fer me.so i gotta do some sit-ups later =). credits to Sempoi who had to buy for me lunch coz i did not bring enuff $$.thanx ah eh.
l'amore, il Dee 3/15/2006 10:14:00 PM
slide.skid.
_about yesterday_
Having done my hw half-way,i continued watching movies @ Ras's laptop.Had my breakfast @ McD(wad a surprise.i thot im sick of their food.lyke getting it free every Sundays *bluek*).
There's this new kid @ MomoZee's werkplace.Damn!Such a cutie.Plus he's TALL.Too bad,he's attached.asal bdk2 yg cute2 semua dah attached?meh stay single,kite jadi kwn rapat..
Ate Nasi Ayam @ Yishun foodcourt.Cheap&delicious.Wad a meal!Muz go there again =)
Meeyt up wit Fieza @ CP.It's been awhile since we had a long conversation face2face.She helped me chose a present fer Sharina(which turn 16 TODAY!).
Took pics @ the side of Civic.There will probably be our new 'hang-out' place.Shh!Dont tell those M&M(short fer unoewad).
After which,me&Faz go rounding @ CP.Thanx to him,i've got my ferst Bdae prezzie!
W-O-A-H !
_about today_
@ werk.pretty...ermm. Shit happens and out of sudden everyone was being freaking generous & concern.One minute i get scolding & they talked sshyt bout me in their language.Next moment,they asked me if i was okay or hungry coz i hadn't take my break.GRR! Talked to the Manager dat im gonna quit.But he didn't let me.Instead,he gave me a suggestion dat i could werk once a week.Silly me,i was hypnotise by him and i agreed.*splat my head* Doofussssssssss!!
Saw many CivilDefence guys outside werkplace.Lyke a lightning dat strikes my mind,i think of Mr Hadi.Paramedic Gee,Dee! Stop it!
_@ Sharina's Party_
Awesome!
I ate.I laugh.Im childish.Im loud.Im a 'security guard'(as nickname by Zaha.Jage kau!)I treat BubbleTeas.I took pichas.I blush pinkily in front of the guys.They think my pants are being congting/scribble.I changed.
The foursome gerls(me,Yuuul,Mayyya,Fathienahhh) went off to northPt.I swear it's pathetic but heck cares.It's juz my habit to go in to shops and sprayed all the "testing" perfumes.No wonder i smell lyke a daisy after stepping out of John'sLittle. Bcuz i've got my salary..thot i treat u ppl wit bubbleteas.Ha-Ha.Jgn harap aku nak blanje lagik!
I love my Weekends.It's da best so far fer this year ;) *blimey*
l'amore, il Dee 3/05/2006 09:54:00 PM
move along.pull me along.
At this point,making a Uturn is too late.
The best thing is to move on,and never repeat your bloody mistake.
I feel so shyt today.Don't know why.My mind is unstable.I get annoyed easily.I lost my sense of humour.I being to be 'little miss grumpy'.One moment i'm giggling feeling so free and the next,i hate everything around me,cursing the daylight out of nowhere and worse,i tend to vent my anger to the ones im close with.
I know how's my CA1 result is gonna be.Result was not as what i expected.At least some subjects which i always did better,is suppose to remain constant.Sadly,it's flunking.They told me to relax..this is just the beginning....you still have time....stuffs.Thanx fer lying and telling me everything's ok.But i think im gonna crash down even if i see the red light.
Im gonna go out tomorrow and forget all these shyt that happen today.Maybe im just tired.I need a break.I shouldn't stress out too much.I don't wanna end up with a grey hair this year.Not now.Not this age.
okayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!
~**relax.respect.reincarnate.**~
l'amore, il Dee 3/03/2006 09:42:00 PM
