You're barely missing me, I'm missing you and everything you do,
I really do, I really do, sure I do.
okayy.i lost.everything.everything dat i used to have..perhaps i take things too lightly.see,now he's gone and i feel empty.if this is ur test to me,u've won.
ouh and i've cut my hair.bloody short and fugly.Some commented it looked cute on me...but i take it as a joke.
my results? so far i've not failed nething yet.but dat's nuthing to be proud ass about. coz i've flunk some and improve some. lose some gain some.
listening to : avenged sevenfold-i wont see you tonight part1.
l'amore, il Dee 8/26/2005 08:43:00 PM
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l'amore, il Dee 8/13/2005 04:28:00 PM
"i love you".
if dat means more than a fwen,im sorie.
i have a choice.and i have to choose it wisely.coz i dont wan to hurt him or the other him.k..senang cakap i wan both but unfortunately i cant be in two places at one tyme.only solution is to duplicate myself.wee~best kan kalau bleh?ahaha.*slaps myself* wake up ah,gal!!
eh wanna now the lastest news?
IM ATTACHED!!
waaarrgghh!!
k.i'm.juz.kidding.surprises.is.always.good.once.awhile.not.too.much.or.i.ended.up.in.hell.fer.lying.to.you.readers.
WOIT!kau pikir klakar pe ride basikal kat tempat orang tgh ader promotion test??(ni utk Ab)ahahahahaha...kk.maen2 jek.
im outta here.Oh hell!Aderr Inuyasha.Semakin hangat siot..aperr romance2 ni semua.Between you and me<
l'amore, il Dee 8/12/2005 09:12:00 PM
::gerLz daE oUt::
<<8 Aug>>
thanx ferst of all to my dear Nini.Fer letting me go out wit she and her frenz.Straight away afta skOol,i get ready to go out.Met up wit Kinah & Haniza @ CityHall.Yea..we're late as usual.tee-hee.maaf!Den we booked movie tickets @ ShawTowers.Watched CharlieAndTheChocolateFactory.Those Uumpa-Loompas were awesome little men.They sang afta lyke every scene.Lyke hindustan sia!!I give it 4/5.Go watch laa people!!
Den off we went to esplanade.Walk here n dere.Disgrace man.Those bunch of devil dancing..wtf?Ouh yea..dere's BeeGees song they played.i lurve the song "more than a woman..." or sumthing.then i was singing BeeGees song all the.And i think de rest get irritated by me.Tee-hee.
sorie fer being such a hungry b*tch lyke every 1hr.Cant help it.They have to look at me ate my burger king burger..They kebas my frech fries ader ahh..Hehe.
From town..all the way to Sembahwang.Need to mit my parents at Nenek's hse.Worth it coz ader makanan berlambak oii!!hehe..Sempat ahh beli chocolate utk alas perut.half way watching Suria..im off to Dreamland.Wit my contact lens.And shuddup Nini.I was PMS dat tyme...fuss a lil bit.Heck im tired.So i have to take off my contact lens and put it inside a bottle.WAHAHAHA!! Cam klakar tapi terpakse.Kalau tak,bute mata aku nihh..
Waited fer the bus lyke flicking hours..Wad do you expect?It's already 1am..The feeling is so haunted.Me n my 2 crazi siblings sing some NationalDay songs.Thanx to motivator Nini.hehe =) and bro sang dat Hidustani song. wth?? Abg aku ingat tu lagu siakk !! kk. I lurve S'pore!! heh. =/
l'amore, il Dee 8/09/2005 08:25:00 PM
Fer the ferst tyme in my life..i was scared.And worried.Felt so alone.No one seems to understand.Not even you.I thought you would...but you don't.And you never want to.All dat surrounds you are your anger towards me.I've already said "im sorie" but you don't want to hear me.I swear,I don't mean to hurt you.And dat f*cking face..I was fuming mad..but not at you.Please fergive me.Don't give me the silence..keep me waiting fer you to reply.Don't give up on me.Coz i still need you.Cant afford to lose such a good fren lyke you.Don't hold anything against me.Waste my tyme sitting by myself..thinking of you.But you won't care anymore.Not lyke you always do before.Even if I were to cry fer you..you won't be there to comfort me.Don't tell me diz is the DEAD END.
dedicate diz post to him dat may concern.
<<3 hoping fer you to come back.
l'amore, il Dee 8/06/2005 04:19:00 PM
im starting to love dis drama dat im acting.i dunno dat im such a good pretender.Me getting well wit dat punkrock chick.Haha.She's giler n im bonkers.N i lurve it.We talk about 'her'..gigs..music..Peterpan.I pity her coz she's stuck wit faggots dat is good-for-nothing.I wish she's in my claz instead.N she dun have to worry bout slacking in her studies."Aku nyer Uki.Kau amek Ariel ah..k?hahahaha..."
oh..i almost ferget.Damn.I can be so0o fergetful sumtymes.
~~HappY 15th BdaE to FathienaH & Hasbunnur~~
korg giler ah.TaP best to the max.MUackzz! <3
Me and Taufiq getting along well.He's such a good listener.Listen to me mourning bout nothing at all.Thanx TaufexX.
Someone is getting really well wit Mr.Wan,yea?*hints at Nini*muahaha..I did not tell no one bout u guys..Dey knew it from God-knows-who.No excuses Nini.U are coming wit me n KakMaria to Punkrock Returns2.Lyke it or NOT coz 'Abg ipar' adek perform!! muahahahahhahahahhahha!!!! K stop.NanT orang yang kene bukan Ab.heh.Ab memang panggil orang "Oi!" jek..Huahahhaha..Ingatkan Abah pe? MUahahahahaha!!!
So the lie now is my weapon
Like a bush dried withered in the sun
With this spark I'll go up in flames.
I'd lay my guts out but they're too small to see
It's kinda cute how I pretend to be
Everything but the instrument I am.
Peace or happiness
So let it enfold you
A birth to life is what I'm after
My first name won't be my last one
Let the light just drip into your eyes.
So it's true my words are contrived
I tell lies just to get into your mind
I'm as fake as a widow's smile.
This mask of glass is what I choose to wear
So I won't ever have the need to bear
The total truth to anyone but me.
Peace or happiness
So let it enfold you
A birth to life is what I'm after
My first name won't be my last one
Let the light just drip into your eyes.
I'm just a bad actor stuck with a shitty script
All of my lines are cheap and the cast is weak
There was no music for the first time I got kissed
There was no femme fatal, my mistress wasn't rich.
So I've been formatted to fit your TV screen
The film went straight to tape, I'll bow out quietly.
So quietly. So quietly.
Please do this now I beg
Duct tape my arms and legs
Throw me into the sea
(Please save me, please save me)
[x2]
Now watch the waves eat me
Setting my cold heart free
I'll wash ashore in weeks
(You can't save me, can't save me)
Now watch the waves eat me
Setting my cold heart free
I'll wash ashore in weeks
(You can't save me, you can't save me now)
l'amore, il Dee 8/04/2005 04:34:00 PM
