::n suddenly Ms.Brain is blank.::
here i am,so readily 2 do ma maths C.T paper n dere goes MsBrain.wad a waste.i've been studying n now she doesnt wan 2 co-operate wit me?bulls*t.i spend d last 10 mins or so..thinkin bout ma future.not day-dreaming.i mean...wit ma maths result lyke dis,how am i suppose 2 continue?im so damn scared.i really wish sum1 could help me wit maths.i dun wan 2 fail!! arrgGGHhh..!!
l'amore, il Dee 9/29/2004 09:39:00 PM
:: hardwerking kid,aren't u? ::
not me.HE.hu?dunno ar.my fren.around 1am,he's in 'study mode'.woah~even me,an exp student...not dat hardwerking.dunno how i end up dere.mayb i should be lyke him.well, @ least now im done wit 3/4 of ma hw.but im still confused wit maths.hah..dats my weakest,i gez.
my mom n Nini is off 2 JB.pagi sampai mlm kt sane.merayap habes²an.cant wait 2 see my new baju kebaya 4 dis yr.ehehe.lom posa dah pikir baju raya...duit..kasut..bag. k ar,i think i betta get back 2 sci hw.adios~~
+end @ 8.59pm +
l'amore, il Dee 9/26/2004 08:32:00 PM
as u can see,i've changed ma layout.hope u guys lyke it as much as i do.now im very tired.im gonna go sleep.do enjoy dis song,ye?
-- peace out! ---
l'amore, il Dee 9/26/2004 01:59:00 AM
:: nag je kerja mak::
CYNDI LAUPER lyrics - "Time After Time"
(Cyndi Lauper, Rob Hyman)
Lying in my bed I hear the clock tick,
And think of you
Caught up in circles confusion -
Is nothing new
Flashback - warm nights -
Almost left behind
Suitcases of memories,
Time after -
Sometimes you picture me -
I'm walking too far ahead
You're calling to me, I can't hear
What you've said -
Then you say - go slow -
I fall behind -
The second hand unwinds
Chorus:
If you're lost you can look - and you will find me
Time after time
If you fall I will catch you - I'll be waiting
Time after time
After my picture fades and darkness has
Turned to gray
Watching through windows - you're wondering
If I'm OK
Secrets stolen from deep inside
The drum beats out of time -
Chorus:
If you're lost...
You said go slow -
I fall behind
The second hand unwinds -
Chorus:
If you're lost...
...Time after time
Time after time
Time after time
Time after time
dis song is so lyke long ago,ryte? hmm im bored..muahahaaha..
l'amore, il Dee 9/25/2004 03:43:00 PM
::WAAHHH!!::
dat reli scares me.d THUNDER here is very loud n near.i can see d lightning..n wen i check it outside,d grass is gone..dere's 1 long line n d grasses r gone!damn...n d rain is becoming more heavier..n im so bored.i wan 2 get out of dis hse!!
i feel lyke talking on d phone wit sum1.any1 will do.facing dis comp all dae makes my eye pain.hmm..so i have get along wit Zirah back.no more fighting plz.she said she's sad..yea,i understand.
i've help 2 ppl wit their blog.proud ar~~wahaha.juz trying 2 give a help 2 d beginners.looks lyke dey gonna beat my site. :P
looks lyke Dan didnt disturbs me nemore.have 2 admit dat it feels kinda ..well..normal.but now Sai lak yg kacau aku.ade saje lar diorang..malas aku nk layan..
l'amore, il Dee 9/24/2004 03:16:00 PM
::and everything wen out of hand::
im so pissed off.bloody hell.y muz she tell d tcher?i noe she's tryin 2 help but look wad a big choas it is now?im in deep shyt n NOT u.so now u guys can juz say anything bout me.coz it doesnt matter anymore.does it?heh..n y am i wondering if we r still frens or not?frenz will stand by ME during hard tymes too,u noe?ok..so i should not depend on 'em n face dis shyt by myself. cool...
u can see ma fu*ked up face 2mrw. see if u even bother 2 ask y.hah..y am i saying all dis.y should u bother?u urself is angry at me.so dun mind dis lil bitch 4 a moment,ye?let her suffer in silent.n u guys can juz hop around lyke happy bunnies.i can juz..well find a spot n cry ma heart out.
woah..so confused..n depressed..n guilty.all mix up.wad am i suppose 2 write 4 dat fu*king report.u tell me now,since u r SO helpful.me wont b surprise if u r not gonna talk 2 me,FREN.coz im already lost hope from d moment u turn me down. wad a fu*king dae i 2 share here
l'amore, il Dee 9/22/2004 11:06:00 PM
::sabar ar..::
so..Yayah was angry coz bout dat gossip.haizz..wadeva ar.me not gonna masuk campur.sorry ar.exam is coming.i dun wan 2 fail n let my future fade away juz lyke dat.
woah...it's raining heavily wen im having history.nearly fall asleep hearing dat tcher talking..wadeva shyt he's talking..i didnt even hear..
was wondering y suddenly jek Dan did not come.padahal smlm tk sakit pon aku nampak.haizz..
2mrw,Sci C.T.damn....eventhough me already revise twice..still..im not confident enuff.
me said bas3rd in front of ma mom.out LOUD sum more.mom complain 2 dad.but dad was too cool..he didnt even scold me.yet he made fun of mom.LoL.dats ma dad.ok so im bad..yea..yea..
aarrgghh...boring ar 2dae.nuthing much 2 talk bout.haizz..adios ar.wanna revise sci d third tyme. ehehe. :D
l'amore, il Dee 9/21/2004 11:24:00 PM
::she BLEED..stopiD adaM::
y so stopid adam?cant u aim?or mayb it was an accident.now Jen's eyes is bleeding.she was send home straight away.omigosh..all of us crowd around her.damn..we r so afraid..n Fatin cant take it.she cant stand blood.gd thing me can.mayb i can b a doc if i have d chance.dis incident happen during P.E tyme.1 tragic moment i nvr 4get.
n i have 2 say a BIG sorrY 2 ma dear 3 frens.dey waited 4 me..till dey come skool late.i've apologise..but im still guilty inside.damn..i should have take 911 n meet up wit 'em.i PROMISE i wont do dat again.so 2mrw me have 2 go out Xtra early.cant blame me..i mean i come out of ma hse late..almost 7am..so if i were 2 meet up..im scared if im late.n i THOT dey left d place n wen 2 skool saje.skali diorang tunggu me.awww...such gd frens..i really SOrry ye!
nxt piece of news,me..well..from d tagboard u bloody hell noe wtf is goin on.damn...dat Dan seems 2 "ehem" me..but i dun believe.only 2dae dat i realised it was true all d long.i failed 2 see wad he meant wen he disturbs me.now..well,dunno if he give up.not dat im saying i lyke him or wad-so-eva....it's juz dat im...grr...how d hell am i suppose 2 express dis feeling.alrite..me wont say any further..man..i juz..dunno wad else 2 say.should have a talk 2 him 2mrw.
P:S here am i online in d internet without ma parents knowing.yea..i rock n i break d rules.so wad?dun giv a sh*t..aights..dats all bout 2dae.me link 2 new frens,u do take a look at their AMAZING site.esp taufiq's D12.damn..it really rock~!!
l'amore, il Dee 9/20/2004 11:04:00 PM
::my first baby!!::
i swear it's not a REAL baby.i mean my nike shoes.damn..it's lyke..my first n now im so Xcited.i could kiss my mommy.*muackZZ* makaseh Umi.pikir mak tknk beli kasut tu..pasal sikit2 cam guys nye shoe..n quite expensive according 2 mum's budget.but wad d heck..she still buy it 4 me.waoh..tak ku sangka.ehehe..skrg dah ade kasut ni..kene blaja bersungguh2 jaD masuk dlm kelas yg pandai2.kalau tk yg 2nd pandai pon jadi..asalkan stay in exp stream.
err..2dae so far so gd.except 4 in d morning.where i get in a fight wit sis.she's accusing me of being kurang ajar.hey!she's being so busybody..i noe lar she's concern bout me but..tk kn d whole privacy of my life dier nak tau?no offence ar kak.but if u really wan 2 noe bout wads goin on in my life,i'll tell u.n dun think of such stupid things lyke me start smoking..in2 gang fight..taking drugs..bla bla..cuz it WONT happen.damn ryte it wont.i will take care of myself,ok?
l'amore, il Dee 9/18/2004 08:36:00 PM
::and when will dat dae come?::
i cant be bother anymore.i always tell myself dat.but 2dae..it's different.he nearly say wad i wanted 2 noe all dis while.but he refused 2 say it.he says sumdae..1 dae..he'll tell me.i'll wait..
im starting ma bad habits.mom doesnt give a shit.i noe.i understand.but im not gonna do it again.ckp je nanti buat lagik.tkleh caye bdk diYana ni.juz hanging round at Zirah's place.till bout 5+ i leave.was eating n ma mom keeps on nagging.i juz shut ma big mouth n give her ma guilty looks.i do have one?i dunno dat.
i get full shock.shock cuz..err..nuthang.wahaha.aku giler.yeay~!!hmm nk gi ke tk..nk gi ke tk..nk tk nk tk?arrhhh...if me come back from mum&daughter outing cepat,gi ar.im damN lazY 2 follow mum.fook tul.no other choice ke?den need 2 go beach rd.if mum bought me a new pair of shoes tkpe jugak.or any VonDutch things.but dat wont happen.c'mon lar..mum nvr approve me of wearing those stuffs.shitty hell.cant even wear d clothes i wan.nak kene kai tu lar..ni lar..mcm2..
l'amore, il Dee 9/17/2004 11:56:00 PM
::laughters dat nearly burst ma stomach::
had ma flag dae 2dae.from 8am++ till 12++pm.new experience.macam2 kerena.ade yg kasi reason no change..donate already(den dey show their flag sticker.kinda funny.some even paste on d bottom right-hand side of their shirt.y cant they paste sumwhere we can see?dere's dis lady.paste exactly at her bust.wtf man?her husband is lyke"honey,y r u showing her ur breats?didnt mean 2 b dirrty but it's true.it happen 2 Masrifa.pity her)
afta ma flag dae is over,me Yayah n Faz wen 2 Pantai Rd(Beach Rd).had so much laughter.i nearly roll on d floor.Yayah said"Yana,ade pokok kelape" me"mane ade?" lyke duh~dis is beach rd but u cant expect 2 have coconut trees everywhere. Yayah"tu hah..." i saw dis Thai guy.tied his hair lyke a coconut tree.damn..dat nearly burst ma stomach.bcuz of so much laughter,we r sesat.haizz.
afta dat we 3 go lepak at Treehaus.green pondok.ckp2 jek.den dunno y suddenly jek feelin lyke talking 2 Helmi.so ma guyfren called.first malas aku nk ckp psl guyfren dah semangat bual ngan dier.den he wan 2 tok 2 me.so ckp jek.bla bla bla..k ar he's funni jugak ar.LoL.actually if i were 2 tok lagik lamer i dun mind.but den,dat's not ma hp.so..terpakse end.kuangz2.abeh 5+pm me belah.balik tk kene marah.gd mama~!!
me bought new beg at BeachRd.baggy habes!kinda cool.n i luv it.kalau aku tk luv tk kn nk beli kn?ish..
at dere many NS men.n manusia2 melayu.tk ku sangka.semua shop 4 VonDutch kappa?dun think it's original.den dere's Vans shoe.may skaters stuff.many err..yea dere's skaters too.dey r at d VonDutch place.looking at shoes?dunno ar.ingat kn nk berkawan.tapi tk tk jadi.dis grp of abg2 langgar aku.pijak kasut aku.naseb tk K.O. abeh tk ckp sowie pon.apedah..wahaha.ar..sukati diorang lar.buat aku paiseh depan tu skaterz.haizz..
k so im happi 2dae.wad d heck.n 2mrw im gonna meet Jufieza!ma best frens during pri skool.gonna watch soccer.miz...playin soccer.WHERE IS COACH WONG?I MIZ U!COME TEACH US GERLS SOCCER AGAIN.aik? big letters?damn...
l'amore, il Dee 9/11/2004 11:01:00 PM
::her first pay::
first of all i am thankfull 2 Nini.she treat us at d Food Mall in Northpt.me ate FishNChips.thanx Sis.
after lunch,we go 2 BodyShop.ma parents luv 2 buy cosmetic dere.n i luv 2 test their perfume.in all,i've tested 5 diff types of perfumes dere.n i smell lyke a mix of every flower.damn..it was good.woah!should do dat again.afterall it was labelled 'TESTER'.till now i can still smell it.i mean,after i've bath n everything,d smell still sticks on ma body.yea baby~ should get dat perfume.
i should have gone 2 d treehaus.cuz im really bored after coming back from Northpt.mayb i will get d chance 2 c him.nyaaah..no use of thinking bout it now.
ahaaa!i can watch Vcd.yea..movie.2 kill dis boredom.arrgghh!
l'amore, il Dee 9/09/2004 07:43:00 PM
i woke up late.around 11am.cuz me sleep late d nite b4.i have no plans where 2 go 2dae.but since ma sis dah ajak gi lib(wdl) i juz follow her.borrow 2 books.1 bout vampire n d other Princess Diaries.d book is so pink n thick n i dun wan 2 borrow.but den it d story looks interesting.i have started reading d vampire bk.kewl too.
saw many of ma frens on d way 2 lib.saw VonDutch bag n i thot of buying 1 4 myself 2 skool.but den...cam tk berkenan.lyke it is too big n d color i dun favor.den wen 2 IceLemon Tea 2 take a look at d bags.but dere's only 2 colors.so boring..no choice.didnt buy any bad in d end.ma sis told me nxt tyme we both go 2 town,cuz dere r lots more choices.
take 912,go 2 Fatin's hse.me borrow 3 VCDs.tak heran ar kalau tk original. :) but im so foolish.cuz i 4got 2 put it inside ma bag.n now im bored..man,how stupid sumtymes ppl can b.ni semua psl tgk Rudies nyer pics.cuz Fatin nk sangat tgk muke Danial dress as a RudeBoi.kinda funny but den,he look really different. :P no no no.me have nuthing against d concept.dun take me wrong.
thot of goin 2 d movie 2nite.but me no fren. :( im juz plain bored @ home.baling2 tv computer.sakit jugak mater aku ni.nanti naik lagik degree aku ni.menyampah tul kene pakai specs.tgh pikir biler duit dah cukup,ingat beli contact lens pon not bad jugak kan?tapi parents lak tk kasi.haizzz....... mcm2.
l'amore, il Dee 9/07/2004 03:55:00 PM
::it's a HOLIDAY~~::
ma parents has gone fer holidae.i dunno if i shld b happi or sad.woke up @ 730am 2 see 'em go.i even take a video of them leaving.
didnt go out.dere's many place 2 go but no 1 2 accompany. :( thot of goin 2 d Army open hse.haizz..but Sha didnt call so wtf.im bored 2 death.luckily 2moro im goin out wif ma sis.gonna buy some things.mayb a VonDutch bag or cap.n if i still have a lil bit more $$ left,i'll get a pink watch too.ckp mcm lar duit byk.adelar sikit.cukup utk barang yg PERLU.ahakz. feelin tired now.
later @ 1945pm ade crite bagoz. d road 2 el...el ape ar?ape2 ar.tgk jek.ouh gonna check my jelly.2 tymes i make it but it didnt turn out d way it suppose 2 turn out.how's dat?i dunno.alritey,adios~!!
now im enjoyin Christina feat.Lil Kim -cant hold ur down. (luv dis song veri much)
l'amore, il Dee 9/05/2004 05:21:00 PM
::s0 waD?::
it has been 1wk4days me didnt update dis blog.i miz typing an entry.all bcuz wkdaes i cant play d comp.let's see...where am i suppose 2 begin?
on 1 Sep me go EscapeThemePark.awesome man~!!me take all ride.except 4 inverter n rainbow.mechanical check.spoiler betuL!me n my frens luv d go-kart a lot.thanx4 MrToh(ma classmate) hu belanje me n my frens.it cost him more than $100.d weather rain n we wen 2 PasirRisBowl.another treat from MrToh.i kinda felt bad cuz he spend almost more than say...er.. $200?where d hell he get d $$?dunno y he's being too generous 2 ppl lyke me.ehehehe...too bad i didnt catch d movie.n he has booked d tickets.cant go cuz it's too late n 2moro skoolin.if not i would go.tgk AVP dah lar org belanje tk kn tknk?
get me progress report 2dae.some subjects r goin down.but luckily i didnt fail any sub.but still im not satisfied.i will occupied mt tyme 2 revise my werk in d hols.dat way,mayb i cld improve my eng.dun wan 2 end up sumwhere in N.A. i have 2 aim 4 3m2.
4 dis upcoming hols,my parents will b holidaying at indo,Medan.MUAHAHAHAAHAHAH~~ tyme 2 get notty n buzy.lol.
l'amore, il Dee 9/03/2004 08:22:00 PM
