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Saturday, January 28, 2006
ahead of you.
u dont deserve the best of me.the ferst tyme when i get to noe u,u were BIG.very BIG.but now,when i see u wit "TheAngkats",u are just this TINY big.shame on you.looks wont get u nowhere,pretty boy.now u're losing in this game.im getting there ferst.that was wad i dreamt.and i will make it happen.
dah lamer aku tak picit2 kat nie keyboard.haha!! so dont miss me too much,readers.
getting ready fer werk.ARRRGGHHHH!im tired.attachment at forum.confirm i'll be home late.juz hope someone will send me home.i have weird sleeping hours.yesterdae i slept 5pm-12am.woke up and watch Scooby-Doo2 monsters unleashed.HaHa.slept back at 2am and woke up this morning ard 8am. *yawnz*
was thinking of making a new layout.getting stale ah this black layout of mine.i bet u readers are getting sick of it.i juz couldn't find the time to do so.im always pack wit homewerks and werk.grr!
ohhh,and my sko0l has got more shit going on than usual. cant wait to graduate from there. reminder to all sec4s : we have a major exam coming up. dont ask wad,dumbass.
to those who bother to read my post,thanx.i will try to find tyme to keep u readers update on my life full of shit,kayy? keep in touch~
l'amore, il Dee 1/28/2006 10:41:00 AM
Friday, January 20, 2006
other planet.
This week is punishing.Homewerks pile up lyke MountEverest.People shoot out problems at you.You have lesser sleeping time.You think too much.You waited fer days when you know clearly it wont happen.You breakdown so easily.WHY?
If only I could sleep fer one whole day,while some angels do my homewerks.Damn.Dat will be s0o0o awesome.Peace i tell you.
Okayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.Dream on.
Dont worry if you see me sitting silently all alone when im suppose to be noisy and crazy lyke you noe me.Coz im thinking of something(more of someone) and basically,im juz to0 tired.I might not be smiling eventhough i noe i look sweet if i smile often but dat doesnt matter.Coz nobody really cares.Especially YOU.
What's wrong?How did it happen lyke this?Why aren't we communicating(dat includes sms,talk face2face,call....) U're lyke a total stranger to me.It makes me feel uneasy.It's not normal.Gez u dont give a damn bout "best fren" no more? And im juz a history long forgotten. WOAH! How i hate you now. But if u ever need anyone to talk to,you know that im juz a call away. *sigh* And i still wish fer a miracle.Fat hope la,Dee !!
no more AlienC.You're so enjoying the fame.With "TheAngkats".I think i should rub my eyes and wake up.Coz u dont need ME by ur side.not anymore.not now...... =(
~dont bother.i'll be fine.promise me u'll never see me cry.promise me u'll never see me again(coz im going before you.kay,dats wad i hope.since ur 6yrs tak menjadi)~
l'amore, il Dee 1/20/2006 08:49:00 PM
Monday, January 09, 2006
accepting the truth.
I shouldnt have turn my head.To see such things with my own eyes.Farkinghorrible.Yesh my heart break into pieces but i did not shed a tear.Juz not worth it.Trying to set my distance away.Trying to ferget him.I could,if he wasnt being damn farkingnice to me.And say things dat make me believe him easily.Im glad to see that he's been with her fer more than an annum.I wont give my heart away juz yet.But i shall wait fer a twist of fate.
Had been busy.Day by day.At skool,werkingplace,home.Sux.Not getting enuff sleep.Eye bags are getting darker.Skin colour is getting tanner.Body becoming weaker.Dont laugh if you see me drinking coffee with milk at skool.Sumthing to make me not to fall asleep during lesson.O-lvl.Serious shit.No kidding.
Tomorrow is Hari Raya Haji.To all Muslims celebrating it,EidMubarak.To those who are not,Happy One-Day Holiday.
Outta here.Eating Mom's lontong,serunding,sambal ayam.Okayy stomach.1/2hr fer you to feast on.Ha-Ha.
l'amore, il Dee 1/09/2006 08:51:00 PM
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Diyana aka Dee.
sixteen.
single.
school leaver.
email.
missy_frenzy@hotmail.com
adore.
food(yes,that general.all halal.understood ah.),photography,DIY stuffs,music(any genre thats please my ears),boys(how obvious?),socialize with people of other countries,dA(woohoo!).
abhor.
being totally money-less,being unintendedly rude to my OldLady,Mtv(sometimes.)
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