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greetings from italy
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Sunday, August 22, 2004
1st of all im shock 2 see d msg at my tagboard hu d f*cking hell is boy_sahcok.name dah lar cam kene cocok.lagik nak bual mepek kt sini.haizz..tkde kerje tul bdk2 skrg..tknk layan ar.
niari we have BIGWAlk.starting point(unfortunately) is my skooL.semua semangat nk bergambar.ma'm ngan sir asyik nak amik pic je.i shld have brought along my cam.tgk Fadli bawak cam..rase sedih me tinggalkn cam ako kt umah.haizz.saw lots of my fren doin duty.at d end point,saw lotsa other skool dere.kawan lamer semua terjumpe sekali lagik.
Yayah said im gonna get a surprise 2mr.from Sahfiq.*shessh* ape je si dier tu nk.bought some things at IceLemonTea.my frenz witness dis gerl shoplifting.damn..dey shld have tell d salesgerl.dat shoplifter,lift a VonDutch blue cap.dammit sial! $16.40(or wadeva d price is..)ade org mati2 save duit utk beli dat cap..n some ppl take d shortcut(more of d illegal way) 2 get their hands on dat cap.
ppl lyke me, =( hu is still struggling 2 own dat cap.
saw my BESTfren,Jufieza.bual panjang sey.she didnt cahnge much.juz lyke d KakJu me noe.wanted 2 join her 4 lunch,but tyme doesnt allow me 2.well,mayb in d hols i cld spend tyme wif her.
newayz,i slept at 1pm-6:40pm.awesome.im too tired afta eating 2 piece of roti prata.mkn pon penat aku ni...ahakz.wokay,i betta study/revise sci.sok ade common test boleh menghadap ni comp.n my classmate juz told me dat we have 2 do another 2 more qns.i dunno i havent done n i dun understand.ouh..im VERY weak in maths.tk seteruk nye sampai 1+1 aku tak tahu lar... =P
l'amore, il Dee 8/22/2004 09:20:00 PM
Friday, August 20, 2004
full of sh*t.i fuc*king hate u!
dunno y dey hate me so much.i wish im not alive.i wish i had died much earlier lyke wen im still a toddler.so i wont have 2 go thru all dis bullsh*t.all d things i've done was nvr wad dey wish it 2 bcome.dey expect d betta version of me,but i juz cant b d perfect fu*king child.damn me!
so maybe dey had been seeing d "bad" side of me,but give me a chance.i may b diff than d rest of my siblings but dat doesnt mean im bad.ok,so sumtymes i dun listen 2 'em.i do things my way n got all those nasty remarks.awesome.wad muz i do 2 make 'em proud of me?i bet dey NEVER is proud of me.i dun have their attitude n im not as "good" as 'em.bcuz im diff.wads so wrong wif being diff?oh yea i noe.d diff is dat all other crowd will hate u bcuz u r not lyke 'em.U'RE OUT OF THE CROWD.
oh man..juz wen im about 2 have a break,dey call me back.i wont b surprise if d things i wan.i cant get it.but d things dey wan,dey get it.u noe me..rebel without a reason.no,i wasnt realli dat rebellious but dey make me feel dat way.sh*t man...y am i tellin u ppl dis?isnt dis suppose 2 b private?aahh....nvm.my life has no meaning so wads d use of keeping it anyway?
===d end of "Yana vs Parents"===
l'amore, il Dee 8/20/2004 08:04:00 PM
Tuesday, August 17, 2004
::lykE a siCk puppY::
2dae,eveything wen great. +D (yea dats a new smiley face) we lower sec have mornin run.i n my frens cabut d 2nd round.we wen 2 toilet.inside dere is councilor.no sweat,it's my fren.wen we come back 2 centraL squarE,2m1 juz arrive.n my class have not.LoL.d tcher in-charge look aT us 1 kind."mane ni 3 ekor dtg?" ahakZ.was surprise 2 see fathien's new hairstyle.kinda cool.lyke a rock star *** +)
geT my lit c.T paper back. 19/25.boleh lar tu.passed. during hist lesson,MrsTee absent n my clazmate create some unusual stories y she did not come.i was on my way back 2 claz,saw Faz being pulled by MrBala,n i feel sumthing is tellin me something is...not right.yea guess? MrBala is taking our claz.lagik satu nyer comedy.
::MON,SUN,SAT::
i,ghettO gerL, pledge dat i did not come on 16/8 due 2 food poisioning.LoL.now my frenz call me poison ivy.haizz..some character from Batman.on Sat i got dat sickness.came back from NpCC me wen 2 bed.too tired.woke up round 3+pm rush 2 toilet.vomiTTED!! wen 2 toilet 4 tymes strainght afta dat.aT nyte,mum told me 2 eat sumthing.u noe mummsie veri concern.n Nini is lyke my babysitter.uhuk..did not eat anything later at nyte.cemane nak mkn?minum jek dah muntah.mkn obat dah muntah.weak tul badan ako..turun entah brape weight aku ni..haizz...
Sundae tk gi madrasah.badan masih tak sihat.ahaha..tv pon tak tgk.1 hari terlentang kt katil.ish3.bedek ar.muke aku tk tgk tv?tgk vcd haram pon ade.. +P wkdaes is very boring 4 me.ONLY dis 1.since im so sick..i cant even sit on d chair n eat my dinner.mkn bubur plak tu.cam aku tkde gigi.kerana aku sorang sakit,1 whole family kene makan bubur. +P but being sick is also gd.cuz u will b lyke a lil princess n slave surround u.but i dun feel dat way.i feel lyke a sick flower surround wif such helpful devoted human beings.oh,how greatful i am.if it's not 4 my caring family,i would not b able 2 come 2 skool n learn new stuffs at my wonderful colourful skool.(don b such a drama queen)thank you~ @@--
l'amore, il Dee 8/17/2004 09:06:00 PM
Friday, August 13, 2004
::reality betta than fantasy?::
ok so mayb me n Shafiq are frens but y does he smiles everytyme he sees me?haizz..now my classmates start 2 tease me.mayb wad Yayah said was true..but i noe single is d best.err..4 now.
i feel dat fatin is changing.i wish she dun have 2 b so fierce.yea some ppl r scared wen she's mad.she doesnt talk dat much 2 me dis few daes.i dun wish 2 continue lyke dis.juz now me sort of piss off wif Yayah n Zirah.sometymes i can b sensitive.end up,i muz say sorri 2 'em.tu pon tak tahu lar kalau diorang maaf kn aku.dey skrg ade kt umah Zirah.entah lar.tapi skrg rase cam kawan2 rapat aku ni cam..wait!y muz i bother?so much 4 best frens.is no wonder my tcher says she got no best fren.all i have 2 do now is try 2 make d best out of it.i cant expect things 2 go so smoothly wen it comes 2 frenship.mayb i shld try 2 put all my sad feelings aside n cheer myself up.i mean,it's not lyke it's d end of everything.i tend 2 get so emo n sensitive,dat it worries some ppl.of cuz if u see ur frens face so moody wen u suppose 2 b d joker or rather d happy-go-lucky gerl.my frens thinks im lucky,but im not.see,dey only see my happy side,but wad bout my sad/angry side?haizz..
i felt dat is unfair if u tell every prob 2 ur fren n wans 'em 2 listen 2 u but wen it comes 2 their prob u juz nod ur head n say "yea..".it's lyke u're not interested.i HATE it wen it happens.well,it does happen 2 me.lucky am i? =(
alrite..i juz stop talking now n get ready.2 go 2 my aunt's new hse.i dun really lyke her..lol.mak paksa jadi ako pon terpaksa.neways,mom wan 2 treat me at KFC. =) so i muz go.adios~!
l'amore, il Dee 8/13/2004 03:51:00 PM
Tuesday, August 10, 2004
::mean gerLs::
yup me watch it 2dae.alone.since my sis have watch it n she had 2 go 2 werk 2dae.poor she.it's a skooL holidae 2dae!fewiitt~wen 2 shing shong supermarket.saw dat abg sec4.dunno if he recongnise me.
yesterdae S'pore idol was a total shame.dat dude hu is a lil bit lyke indian n punjabi..is really cute,eh?gd 4 him,he's in.cant wait 2 see banana man 2moro.loL.i have 2 say dat idol 1636 has dat voice.gonna catch him 2moro.
fadli has got dis hamster name romeo.damn! hes too cute.. *drools*
cute eh?
l'amore, il Dee 8/10/2004 08:30:00 PM
Monday, August 09, 2004
::it's been 5 days..::
ok 1st of all i wanna say im sorri.it's not dat i've been notty these few daes..oh,no.as u can see,me didnt update dis blog for many decades.ahakz!as usual,we have NDP on fri in msl.n 2dae's d real NDP.no..im not 1 of those wearing red heading 2 stadium 2 watch d parade.haizz..too bad.
~~*HaPpi BDaE S'PoRE*~~
<<6 Aug>>
the parade wen smoothly.luckily i didnt faint cuz i didnt take my breakfast.strong jugak ako..got snikers choc as a gift 4 NDP.me got 2 :D Danial(m4) my dik-angkat baek sey..we had d sec4&5 PoP.lama sey nk tunggu kan principle dtg.haiz..in d evening,we had bbQ sec4&5 farewell~!! aww..me gonna miss u seniors.here's d photos:
diYana,sofia n yayah Charlie's Devil
irman flirting wif ain?darham jealous?
sofia ngan hantu galah.
happi nyer ..
abg2 tgh semangat bbQ
helmi gigi shinin nah..
anak dara ni..orang suroh bakar ayam..dier posing2 lak..
bdk 2m1 semua nyer..biler tk blaja kt sini lar diorang lepak
yayah ngan qis 1st time makan ayam jgn tercekik sudah
banyak sangat makan ayam ke Sai?ni taufiq tengok lar cam!
sofia n diyana
ms yeo tahu makan jek..tenguk ar badan dier
mak ngan anak. ahaha! ni diyana ngan mas aka "kecik"
l'amore, il Dee 8/09/2004 04:21:00 PM
Tuesday, August 03, 2004
::*blink blink*::
dunno y on mon i was happi.lyke i was smiling..n i didnt even feel angry.d whole dae!woah..finally God answer my prayers.yea ryte..~it was raining..dun have P.E.dat suX!buT i juZ finish some undone corrections.afTa skooL go 2 Zirah's hse.dere's where me n Yayah test our brain.aT 1st,we play some games(e.g X-men n robotcop).den we take dis quiz.all d qns r out-of-S'pore.dey ask all bout other countries.unexpectedly,Yayah can answer most of d qns.alryte,i wasnt dat bad..but i lost 2 her.haizz..but me had fun~ too bad Fatin canT come along. :(
2dae.thank Goodness dere's no morn run.or else i'll b WET wif SWEAT.eeeuuu.. :P some tchers said dat 2m4 semakin slackin n malas n talkactive.damn!hu's dat F**kinG tcher man?thanx 2 MsMickeYmousE hu told us dis bad news.but 1 gd news,she saiD dat in Mid-yr 2m4 scores betta than m2 n m3.fewitt~but i noe dat im not 1 of 'em hu make-up dat percentage of passers.ahakz!daT stopid Mosburger told us last min dat we have enG remedial.menYusahkn.afTa skooL staY kt skool samapi 3pm.waited 4 Sai 2 finish his "battle" wif Hafifi.den me,he n Yayah wen 2 Fashion Jooze or in other words,Sai would say,"kedai hiphop".ahakz..yelaR tu.d nxT tyme me go daT shop,muZ buy sumthang.really man.terpikat ako ngan brg2 kt sane. :D
ouh,me 4got 2 tell u ppL dat in d morn wen i folloW Yayah 2 take clz d. n key,we check d speed skippers hu qualify in2 Final(on fri).me relek2 jek..cuz me noe i wont b in. :P BUT! but..but..tetapi..Yayah suddenly shout scream.."aarrgghh..Yana,ko masuk ngan ako!" shiT!me?no way!me check.."Siti diYana bTe Zulkeply.." makdatuk!biar betol siak!even so i am qualify,me dun feel lyke skippin on fri.ngan Sarah n Wirdah d so-called champions.haizz...
bro made me laugh man.i told him Sarah nyer no. 300 per min.he was doin his quick mental calculation. "maksud nyer dier skip 5 skips in 1 sec?",he said.n he was doin d action..ahakz.klakar tuL.ade saje nk kutuk "winners".but i was thinkin if i can make it..juz 2 make 2m4 proud.WAIT!does dey ever care?f**K.i dun think so. :(
MCFLY LYRICS
"Obviously"
Recently I've been,
Hopelessly reaching
Out for this girl,
Who's out of this world.
Believe me.
She's got a boyfriend
He drives me round the bend
Cos he's 23
He's in the marines
He'd kill me
But so many nights now
I find myself thinking about her now.
'Cause obviously,
She's out of my league
But how can I win
She keeps draggin' me in and
I know I never will be good enough for her.
No, no
Never will be good enough for her.
Gotta escape now
Get on a plane now. yeah
Off to L.A and that's where I'll stay, for two years.
I'll put it behind me(i'll put it behind me)
Go to a place where she cant find me. yeah.
'Cause obviously,
She's out of my league,
I'm wastin' my time
'Cause she'll never be mine
I know i never will be good enough for her.
No, no
Never will be good enough for her
She's outta my hands
And I never know where I stand
Cos I'm not good enough for her
He's good enough for her (for her, for her)
'Cause obviously,
She's out of my leeague,
I'm wastin' my time
'Cause she'll never be mine
I know i never will be good enough for her.
No, no
Never will be good enough for her
l'amore, il Dee 8/03/2004 09:09:00 PM
Sunday, August 01, 2004
::im lazy..::
had a dream.stopid one.eyes still sleepin.check d clock on d wall..woah!9am?1st tyme ako tk gi madrasah.best nyer..heard d toilet's door close.*bang* eh?how cum my bro woke up so early?check my clock beside ma bed.HAH?!baru 8am?aramak.....terpakse bangun gi madrasah.haizz...
kat madrasah,beli pizza.sedap oI!!baru 70cenTs.nxt tyme beli 3.baru perut full. =) ahakz.balek singgah Foodland japz.byk sey baju n jacket baru2.quite murah ar.mayb im buying d 3-quarter pants.n dat cool t-shirt me saw.
now juz slackin at home palying comp..later watch tv.wanted 2 follow Nini go lib,but she is goin wif her fren.alaaar...borinG tul kt umah ni.....
YELLOWCARD LYRICS
"Way Away"
I think I'm breaking out
I'm gonna leave you now
There's nothing for me here it's all the same
And even though I know
That everything might go
Go downhill from here I'm not afraid
Way away away from here I'll be
Way away away so you can see
How it feels to be alone and not believe
Anything
You can't stop me now
You can't hold me down
You can't keep me here I'm on my way
I made it this far now
And I'm not burning out
No matter what you say I'm not afraid
Way away away from here I'll be
Way away away so you can see
How it feels to be alone and not believe
Anything
Letting out the noise inside of me
Every window pane is shattering
Cutting up my words before I speak
This is how it feels to not believe
Way away away from here I'll be
Way away away so you can see
How it feels to be alone and not believe
Anything
l'amore, il Dee 8/01/2004 01:34:00 PM
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Diyana aka Dee.
sixteen.
single.
school leaver.
email.
missy_frenzy@hotmail.com
adore.
food(yes,that general.all halal.understood ah.),photography,DIY stuffs,music(any genre thats please my ears),boys(how obvious?),socialize with people of other countries,dA(woohoo!).
abhor.
being totally money-less,being unintendedly rude to my OldLady,Mtv(sometimes.)
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