::nuthang can stop me::
mah parents left Singapore dis morn.dey wen 4 hols.well,hope dey r enjoying 'emselves dere.cuz i will b,here.plan 2 go 2 mah gerls dome.at d treehous.but b4 dat,i will b goin 2 shop wif Nini 2 buy porch.yea,i need one.but i dunno wad colour i wan.nvm,mah sis noe d best 4 me.sumtymes.afta dat,i will b meeting Yayah.n mayb Sai n Andy will come along too.stupid Faz.he doesnt wan 2 come along juz bcuz Sai is dere.heck cares bout him.u juz come lar Faz.no fun without him.well,i wan 2 get redi now.adios ppl~!
l'amore, il Dee 4/18/2004 01:05:00 PM
::Sports Dae~~!!::
go 2 stadium wif sai n syahmi.reach dere 2 early.n i was sweating bcuz i wear mah full-u inside n cover it wif my purple jacket.yup,i dun think im gonna do dat again.we npcc need2 do duty.mine is 2 go 2 every gerls toilet n check if dere's smokers.bleh...dere's no 1.veri boring...doin all dis duty.i rather b wif mah hse since dis is mah 1st tyme experience sports dae.saw him wif Aquila.plan 2 go CP afta Sports Dae.go dere wif Fatin,Yayah,Ziraz,Sai,Faz n Andy.n Ziraz halfway,wen home.cuz she doesnt have enuff $$ 2 eat n she wen home.dat sux!wad....she think we cant share food wif her?y is she being so selfish n wen home juz lyke dat without tellin us?haizz...
wen 2 dat ground..i dunno at which blk.juz find a clean spot n eat our food.d McD is too pack.so,we decide 2 buy biscuit n eat sumwhere.but b4 dat,we check d foodplace at CP,pack also.i wan2 go 2 our 'gerlz dome' but dey dun wan cuz it's too hot.mmmg.panas terik cuaca.makan2...den hear techno songs.sai's cd.n den yayah black eyed peas.luv d song hey mama.sing along wif 'where iz d love' song.yea,kinda memorize it alredi.
k uhh...i dun wan 2 talk bout anything at all.veri lazy 2 update dis blog/site or wadeva u call it.
parents will not b home 2 moro n mon.on hols.fine.i'll b at home guard dis home.yea juz me n mah home.no place 2 go.no frenz 2 hang-out wif.yea..k ..umm....bye.
me n Hajar. sry both r messy.we have a fun n tiring dae.
l'amore, il Dee 4/17/2004 09:53:00 PM
::HEATS::
4 2dae,i felt so xcited.cant wait 2 c mah frenz running 4 their hse.it started wif d guys.d upper sec r marvellous.kak hidayu...fewiitt!!n also abg Saleh!too bad most of d upper sec events Polaris won.but Farhan,he's d one hu make me proud of d lower sec Arcturus.he even wear green socks.ahakz!mah fren,Fatin was nervous.veri.but in d end,she did it.she got 1st.n her bf,Faz,was not bad afta all,he come in 3rd.n 4 Yayah,she come in 3rd or 2nd.cant remember.i stand near d startin line 4 100m.wan 2 get a closer look n also 2 support mah frenz.saw Fadli.n...fewiitt!! he come in 1st!he muz b lookin out 4 d twins.aiyoh...n Faz,yup,great job!he didnt sign in 4 100m but was force 2.n congratz 2 NPCC!~~we take away both d girls&boys CCA relay.i saw my ma'm jumpin n smilin.mah frenz,Yayah n Qis,was d 1 running 4 d girls.fewiitt!baik~me n Zirah was fightin,cuz she wans choir 2 win.but too bad.npcc girls r much faster.
me run 4 d mass run.pretty fun.1st tyme running 2gether as an Arcturus family.i manage 2 run non-stop 4 rounds d stadium.aahh...victory.i juz wish dat Arcturus win dis tyme round.n not Polaris.if Polaris were 2 win(again!),den dats mah bdae gift 2 Fadli n mah bro,Sufiyan.
he did not come 4 de HEATS.but i sms him n ask him 2 come down.afta HEATS,meet him.me n mah frenz drink bubble tea.me bought strawberry flava.yummy~dunno y,but i feel lyke Ais...is such a..................grrr.im angry @ her.can sum1 delete her from dis world.if dats not possible den,plz remind her dat he is mah bf,n she have no right 2 'kpo'.juz bcuz her bf..i dunno wad d hell is wrong wif her bf.i think she was d 1 hu got sum probs.she even dare 2 ask 4 mah bf's no.both hm n hp.wtf!hello?am i his fren or gf?n is she mah fren or ...... a f**king bi**h?
kalau masih suke kat bf aku,blang lar.tkpayah step cute depan dier.jgn nk jadi cupid.takpayah nk tlg aku ngan dier dlm BGR.aku tahu lak ape aku nk dari dier.kau sibuk sangat masuk campur asal?jage lar sakitkan hati kawan ni.jgn sampai aku rembat kau dgn bola sepak.KNNCCB!!~~~!!!!
transilation:basically im angry wif mah fren.i noe she's trying 2 help.but begin too kind,is no gd. "Wen d tyme comes,you'll know d real me,Ais!" till den keep freezing~
l'amore, il Dee 4/10/2004 11:45:00 PM
::im better off dead ::
Which Royalty Are You? Find out! By Nishi.
i lost trust from you
when you find out the truth
i'm not prefect
i'm just doing the things i enjoy....and i'm lovin it
i have friends
they,whom i trust and i'm happy when i'm with them
but now,i cant be with them....not like always
i am the root of the problem
i am the cause of all trouble
i am the hopeless daughter
now,i will do as what you told me to
though i may not be happy
all i want is to make you happy
and be proud of what i am today
to my beloved family
i'm sorry to what i've done
i did not realise it till now
i will try to change and be a better child
but don't be too hard on me
cuz i may breakdown
everything change
anything can happen
some things won't be the same
such thing must not be repeat
nothing will be the same
hurt.guilty.stress.no way to unburden myself.
l'amore, il Dee 4/09/2004 11:37:00 PM
::ohh....baru aku tahu::
2dae's eng lesson..is so fun Xciting!~ms MAk(miz ibu) held a diff way of teaching vocabs.she place us in grps of 4-6.dere will b only 2 dictionary in each grp.she said d magic word n we search 4 d meaning.gerek sey!den 4 each correct meaning,u gain a sweet.yea..sweet.not choc not $10 but sweet.luckily my grp gets enuff sweets 4 every1 in d grp.dats teamwork!yum yummy yum.d sweet iz delicious~mint outside n choc inside.lyke she noes mah fav sweet.oh thanx Ibu!
well,mum was angry cuz i cum home late.blah.... where i go,well eat ice kacang.n Zirah was damn funni.cant even finish mah ice kacang.den...blah blah...eat choc.now im on d comp printin project stuff.chat....do hmwerk.d&t not done.haizz.....
plz go 2 FAdli site.read d 'loneliness'.i felt lyke crying..man,hu ever wrote dat,dey gotta teach me how.i wan 2 write by meself 1 dae.yea,can ask kak nini 4 help.well,adios n nitey ppl!~
l'amore, il Dee 4/07/2004 09:39:00 PM
::woohoo...miz congeniality::
got madrasah in d mornin.dunno y 2dae in claz,im concentratin....veri unbelievable.i think its bcuz of ..d topic 2dae.came back from mad veri fast.cuz i didnt singgah aniwhere.eventhough mah stomach is crackin sum noise.reach home gulp sum rich n creamy root bear n ferrero rocher.yummy.was watchin cartoon,den mum kacau.ask 2 do dis n dat...
afta Zohur me rest 4 awhile.didnt realised me wen 2 dreamland.sleep till 6+.in d evenin,watch miz congeniality.ohh..sarah rox!wif dat guy actor.wadeva d name iz,me 4got.great movie,i say.now im ruchin.doin all mah hw.on sat,i was...bz,tired..n lazy 2 do hw.so 2dae.here i am.arrgghh..mah siblings now watchin Fight Club.n i manage 2 burn Faz's super fresh.but dere's an extra track.stayin alive..grr..mah dad's.dammit its not modern roch hits...nvm.
alritey..im outta herre.wadeva choice Fadli choose as his new layout,i noe it rock.cuz it's brown clr.n kak Nini site..juz fabalous~n mah new layout..blah....wadeva..i juz lyke d music. i'll get a better 1 wen im free.
l'amore, il Dee 4/04/2004 11:30:00 PM
::crime prevention=pencegah jenayah::
had mah service dae 2dae.im d onli gerl in da grp.boring~wasnt so bad afta all.meet up wif Chen Yee's grp n Sai's grp.we chit-chat under 118.Chen Yee blanja me drink.aaahh...dat solve mah dehygration problem.but d boredom still sticks wif me.not 4 long.me reach skool,meet up wif mah frens again..all betta again.
waited 4 Fatin 4 soooo long.wad d heck d choirers doin??me n Yayah so angry waitin 4 'em,we listen 2 mah Hybird Theory.under d hot sun dat is shining brightly.n 2 mah surprised,dere's a grp of guys walkin...wearing jacket.brrr...suddenly im feelin cold... dunno wads d reason but it's cool.d jacket i mean.ok ok..dey r too.from far can spot d bright clr shoe dat Fadli is wearing.ahakz..
wen 2 buy bubble tea.had a pearl war.bla bla..boring afta Yayah n Zirah wen home.Fatin sent me home.@ least me got fen 2 accompany.saw Salimin on d way.yea,hes cute.but....haizz.. attached.blah.. reach home listen 2 Faz's super fresh a LOUD.since dere's onli me n Sis Nini.den tok wif Fifi.quite long.though im not in d mood 2 layan him.y is he still...try..2..uh well.me n him.is over.bla bla..it's d past.we're frenz now.but he.he doesnt give up.he wans me back.but 2 bad ryte.i ...dun wan him.feel lyke..arrgghh..i juz dun..change subject.
juz now MSU.d amoi lookin gerl won.ahakz!d eng power ar.but she doesnt have d looks.newayz,congrats 2 she.n man u.dey won 1-0 to arsenal.hmm,i dun support man u nemore.didnt watch any soccer match nemore.uhh,well.i dun spend mah tyme watchin tv nowadaes.juz face dis 'new' comp. sexy notty bitchy tata young!! got d voice n looks but sang stoopid song.
l'amore, il Dee 4/03/2004 11:04:00 PM
::April de FooL::
aahh....dis iz s gd dae.fool mah close frenz.told Sai dat Yayah wans 2 break-up wif him.man,dat's d most evil prank.@ 1st he's reli mad n he kept on swearing.but wen he get 2 noe it was juz an April fool,he's totali paiseh.AHAKZ!i fool mah fren dat dere's 2-3 pg D&T hw need 2 b done.she panic giler!!ahakz...kene pukul from her rabakzz sey.. den me fool Syazana.said dat 1 of her earring is....GONE! yea,it was April fool.muke teruz masam...aiyo,so sori ar.den me mah fren did it back 2 me.said dat dere's pimple on mah nose.den i check....dey said "APRIL FOOL!"........... -_- arrgghhh..paiseh!but it's funni.actuali we wan 2 kenakan Ms Mak.but no 1 dare 2 said it.dey said takut kena marah...n wadeva d consequences,we juz dun dare 2 do it.den Zirah wan 2 do it on Cikgu Naz....wads d name,me 4got.....ahakz.but den she did not.haizz....
umm,yea wad a dae at skool.n we keep on chewing d chewing gum.yummi.every1 wans d fruity flava.afta skool,go eat ice kacang.@ wdl pt.nasib tk dpt brain freeze.den go 2 d park nearby.veri boring ar.... @ least Yayah is wif her bf.even i ahve Ais 2 tok 2,im still bored.nuthang interesting 2 tok bout wif her. nxt tyme,wen dey said dey're goin dere wif their bf n gf...im OUT!not goin 2 follow 'em n c 'em happi n im suffering!!! cish! all mah frens got a bf/gf. but me? nvm.....i juz spend mah dae @ home..listening 2 perfect10..eating chocs...haizz..........
l'amore, il Dee 4/01/2004 09:30:00 PM
