tyme:7.45am
venue:kitchen
doing:sweeping d kitchen's floor
ryte~since wen i become hardwerking?
i NEED eggs!!asal la telur dah habes,tkde org gi beli?ni nak mkn pon tkde!!yesh,i havent eat breakfast n i havent bath.nyahahaaha!!
heard bout d Tsunami?sad man..OldLady called her fren from (God noes where) to check if she's ok n not begin affected.sadly,she said dere's some part of where she's staying r being affected.N she describe bout d big waves to OldLady.
Nini sms all her frens,asking them to donate.of coz my family dah donate.i saw lil kids bodies lying here n dere..Their mama cry hopelessly.
wad if at the 'Nation Countdown' at sentosa...suddenly dere's a big wave...come crushing on them?? ouh sheesh.wad am i thinking?no,i hope dis lil island tak kene.kalau kene..aarrghhh!!kk stop.dont talk bout it.
l'amore, il Dee 12/29/2004 08:32:00 AM
tyme:12.59
venue:parent's room
weather:windy..cooling tul~
hmm..la la la la la..ouh..hey dere~
skool's opening soon,eh?aarrgghhhh!!!!!i wan to go out.wit NE 1!b4 i start being serious in sec3 life.wait,im nvr serious.ryte?i reli wan to mit Safiy,Sakeena,Jufieza N err..siape lagik?these 3 person muz meet b4 skool re-opens.cam bleh..diorang pon sibuk.hmmm..i miss pool.ni alien parents tak kasi kluar gi maen pool smlm.haizz..
k ar.nuthang much to say.aight.adios~
ti amo @ d one i love.
Scar tissue that I wish you saw
Sarcastic mister know it all
Close your eyes and I'll kiss you 'cause
With the birds I'll share
With the birds I'll share
This lonely view
With the birds I'll share
This lonely view
--suddenly i remember dis song.it's lyke 1999..N dey played it back.--
l'amore, il Dee 12/28/2004 01:57:00 PM
hey peeps~
well,im sowie i didnt go NPcc 2dae.im too lazy.bsides,i wanna meet my SistaHajar.since 2dae is her only dae off from werk.yea..mayb head to town or sumthang.but b4 dat,im meeting Kai.we're goin to lib fer awhile.aights.Look at the tyme now!!im gonna b late.
adios~!
l'amore, il Dee 12/27/2004 01:20:00 PM
wee~
penat aku.serious siak.gi SweeLee tapi tempat tutop.ler..tk ingat lak kn hari natal niari.haish..dah kite dudok kt bawah blk.tunggu sampai kul 5pm.gate bukak,semua dah happi.taP padahal nak kasi van kluar.LER...... "-_-
den we go CP mkn kt McD.
yummy yum~perut pon dah lapar.naseb balik tk kene marah.wahahaa~~amalkn slalu ler..
memberz Wan semua klakar beruk ar.hehe.best hang-ouT ngan diorang.laen kali jamming,aku nak tgk.i heard dey r gd musicians.
alrite.thanx to those 3 abg2.i have a gr8t tyme.sowie i arrived late.oppsss~
l'amore, il Dee 12/25/2004 09:20:00 PM
im outta here.i mean im goin out.i dunno.d place iz swee lee.nanti korang pikir aku nk pi jamming lak.hehe.tkpe adios.
fisherman hat,here i come!!!
hoho!
MERRY X'Mas~!
happi holidaes.nanti aku pi tgk radio award kt chI kul 11.30pm.ingatkn kul 11.30am.chey...paiseh tul..hehe.
kk.
ta-ta.~
I LOVE TIKUSS AKA KENTOT.
my sis,Nini.if u still wondering hu d hell d person is.muahahahah!!
l'amore, il Dee 12/25/2004 01:26:00 PM
tyme:9.30am
venue:bed
im awake.but i did not go to bath.instead,i went back to shleep.y?to continue my dream.DAMN~! i had a dream dat is so...unfarkingbelievable!oh sheesh.watch my mouth.but seriously,i wish it'll come true.hehe.N im NOT tellin u!wahahaha(evil laughters)
thanx so much.ppl r so caring.n i wont n try not to b stress nemore.
everythang is goin A-ok fer me.i gez n i hope it is.
Nini,i noe i cant keep secrets.but can u?will u tell 'em?i hope so not.coz if u do,dats it.end of sisterhood.
k..wad am i talking crap here?i nid to finish my graffiti.adios~
l'amore, il Dee 12/24/2004 01:36:00 PM
tyme:9.40
venue:bed
i was awaken by my bro.Nak pegi maen bola,pegi je lar.asal kene kejut aku?cam aku heran kau tkde rumah..
went back to shleep. ZZzzZZ RINNNGGGGG!!! RIINNGGGG!!!
fark dat phone!arrgghh!!malas nak angkat.cant go back to shleep,so i wen to take my shower.
tyme:10.20
venue:my room.
alone again at home.haha!i love being alone in dis hse.it's lyke i own dis hse n i dun have 2 give a damn bout ne1 else.
thinking..crying.. how i wish these tears R blood instead.too many pressure in my life.nuthang is easy,i noe.god plz gif me strength.i dunno wad d farking hell im gonna do now.i thot it's over.N he said not.wad?!aarrgghhh...conpuse tul!fer now im taking a break.thinkin bout dis,making me stress than ever.
~~sumhow..sumwhere,u're still in dis broken heart~~
mend it b4 i leave.
l'amore, il Dee 12/23/2004 11:10:00 AM
tyme:730am
venue:bed
OLdLady wake me up.It's still too early,dear mommy!police enter ma hse.wad d hell?it's bout dat neighbour from hell.throwing left-over curry at my family's clothes.juz outside the kitchen's window,where we hang our washed clothes to dry.curse her and till her last generation dat is to come.making our life difficult wen we didnt even disturb her.dengki siak!i hope GOD punish her fer her evil thoughts.may u creep in hell,brat!
didnt go sentosa.yea..wadeva~follow OldLady to JB instead.get to buy new sandals N paul frank badge.yes~i love to collect paul frank's badge.N i manage to urge OldLady to buy Shrek2.nyehehehe..!bleh jugak tgk movie mlm ni.
i thot of rebonding my hair at JB juz now.tapi tak jadi.takut rambut rosak..etc.let my big sis do it ferst.experiment on her curly hair ferst.hiak hiak!!
ALERT! i saw dis breaker at jb custom.so wad if he's short.he's cute.wit curly hair,waistband,baggy white shirt,baggy jeans n skater shoes.carrying yellow plastic bag.nyah~cute mak oi!!! kk.stop drooling over him,gal.hehe.
l'amore, il Dee 12/21/2004 04:34:00 PM
i dont understand.i juz dont.
Let me die in my sleep,she said.
dis cranberries songs reli rock.thanx Wan.thank god i got to escape 2mrw.i can go out n enjoy.dun have t0 follow OldLady.sentosa here i come!!
skrg kt rumah tgh....slack.baru balik supermarket.belanje byk sey...monday b0san uh.tkde crite yg best.heh......gosh!im so tired.think i betta sleep afta dis.dont have to listen to them talking.
ta-ta.
l'amore, il Dee 12/20/2004 04:43:00 PM
N he gave me dis.
yea i noe,it aint dat cheap.
thanx.
l'amore, il Dee 12/18/2004 09:45:00 PM
tyme:2.35pm
venue:kitchen
listening to:the killers-sumbody told me.
thinking:wee!hujan lebat..
sedap nye Mr.Mee goreng nie..
tgh bosan.asal lar Yani tk angkat hp dier!!aku nk kluar ngan dier. ;(
hmm..k ar.aku nak siap2 pi lib ngan Ahmad.hehe. adios!
blue drink anyone? blueberry+ice cream soda.
mr mee goreng nyer pic tkyah letak ar.too disgusting..
http://newgrounds.com/portal/view/206373 << watch d movie. n laugh ur heart out.>>
l'amore, il Dee 12/18/2004 03:05:00 PM
tyme:1.35pm
venue:wdl mrt.marina bay tail.
feeling:wee!tak sabar nk jumpe sakeena!
listening to:taking back sunday.
ckp jek nak ikut skali.tapi batang hidung korang pon aku tk nampak.haiz~ sowie sakeena,me come a lil bit late.ferst,we head to City Hall n look fer sakeena's Vans shoe.she fell in lurve wit dis green(cam soldier nyer clr) shoes.yea if i ahve d $$,i wld get dat clr too.cantik siot!
den we head to jurong point.went to converse boutique.cant make up my mind which shoe i wanna buy.at last i settle down wit raspberry/pink all star shoe.wee~tk sabar nk kai.mayb fer d gig 2mrw.but d prob is,will dey believe me?if not sneak out suak.
OldLady plz stop asking me to do too many things at once.u noe im a lazy human bean.im a onli person available to do all d hse werk.fark.sis out.mom werk.bro useless.dad bz.u think im ur part-tyme servant?k i complain too much.i dun mind helpin out but sumtymes...it's too much.
wee~cantik lak aku tgk.
l'amore, il Dee 12/17/2004 08:45:00 PM
tyme:8am
venue:bed
feeling:so awake!! arrghh dis is wrong.
im suppose 2 wake up at 11am.but my body.so eager to wake up.coz i cant wait to mit sakeena~!!! arrgghhh....!dah lamer sey tk jumpe dier.we r goin 2 shoppin,understand?shopping!!!balek mesti pokai.hehe.aim nak balek siang.so 2mrw can go out 2 gig wit yani.yeay~!!
aarrgghhh...im a hungry monster i can eat a cow!
lagu sean paul siak kt p10! haizz..
addicted to zombie by the cranberries. wad a delicious name. thanx Wan fer d/l illegaly.but heck cares.
k.i have 2 fill dis stomach b4 i bcome any skinnier.
=P
l'amore, il Dee 12/17/2004 10:33:00 AM
tyme:4pm
venue:my rm on my bed.
feeling:im..sad.ARGGHHH!!! y u?!
listening: i hate everything about u..y do i love u?-story of d year.
yeay!!niari end of SANA course.thank god all passed.yahoo!N oscar released us earlier.makaseh.leh jumpe dier.jln2 kt CP.boring~k ar ade new shop.same old stuffs.nice..but noe $$.so no talking.
i mean.part of it my fault.damn.did i shout dat farking loud in my mind?sampai leh dgr bdk tu.i was angry AT YOU!!!deal wit it diYana.juz bear wit it.wait.u too is at fault,dude.neh...4get it.k?
k ta-ta.
l'amore, il Dee 12/16/2004 10:24:00 PM
tyme:7am
feeling: AARGGHH!! im late!
venue:on d floor..of coz ade mattress.
gotta get redi ASAP!!yes im late.yes i sesat.but GOD did save me.i reach n didnt get no scolding.dpt tgk NCO cute lagik ade. =D course tk se-bosan yg aku sangka.hehe.ok2 ar.tgk cartoon.cute siak suare diorang.makanan pon not bad.tkde masakan yg pedas.tk kick ar!complain jek aku.N me make new frens ngan Fifi.hehe..N she made me bcum d IC 2mrw.haizz...another responsibilities.
stop scaring.i might juz go home alone.i dun mind.bsides dere's a lot of mat2 hensem.hehe..but fark 'em off.kacau kitorang jek.nk lepak,lepak je ar.asal kene buat org marah siak.
N gd news bebeh!! me N bro dpt EAGLES award.wad d hell is dat?tak tau tanye cikgu ar!dpt duit aku happi siak.parents siang2 suroh letak kt bank.gi mampos ar.nk beli bende2.hehe..
Nini.u gonna c a monster wen u come back.make it 2.tgk blade eh?siak tul...
l'amore, il Dee 12/15/2004 07:40:00 PM
tyme:7.20am
venue:my room.on my bed.
hearing:dashboard confessional-hands down
glaring:at my sis
thinking:why in d world i woke up?parents not in.so y bother wake up early?n d music.sis,plz lower in down!!!trying to sleep here..
why?!! why NC-16?? why?? farking nye MDA.dis is my wallpaper.fall in lurve wit Blade.aku blaze.ye..sajak kn?
l'amore, il Dee 12/14/2004 07:58:00 AM
::1 whole daE wiT Nini::
12 DEc.
OLdLady kan..mmg tk paham aku ar.NOT UNDERSTANDING.nak kluar,bleh gitu suroh jemur kain dulu? dah me n sis lambat..haish.jumpe Kinah n Bubu at yishun.den kt dlm MRT sempat amik pic. =D Feroz matair Kinah tinggi sey..huahaha.N he's pro at pool.
went to condo kt simei.it's Ms Ida hse.ad open hse.mkn nasi lemak,ayam goreng,otak2 n karipap.air bandung lak tu.fuhh~bersyukur perut ni.
afta dat we singgah EastPoint.ade dog show.huahaha.so i took sum doggy pics.d best part biler we all play pool.u muz b wonderin how d hell i can get in wen im under-age?sneaked in of cuz.wen d aunty is not looking,masuk ar..hehe.ferst tyme sey aku maen pool.not bad..i Njoy~! lagi2 kalau tkyah kluar duit.hehe.
pernah nampak ni kuda?korang tau lak kite skrg kt mane kn?
from left: Bubu ,Kinah & Me.(nike air force.jgn maen2)
Bubu guiding me all d way.Dat's me aight!
3 minah tundung alert!! huahaha. Me,Nini & Bubu.
awww...so swit. Feroz & Kinah. hehe.
l'amore, il Dee 12/13/2004 05:24:00 PM
tell me she was kidding.dun tell me i can onli go out wit my family members.dat's farking bullshyt.here i am...feelin lifeless.ish...i nearly broke down.WTF nyer OldLady!!!!!!!!!!
wondering how come i can online wen im grounded?bcoz OldLady let me switch dis pc on.yea..communicate wit me thru here.coz i cant go out.bcoz OldLady is so very afraid i might came back home late.rilek ar!baru 9+pm aku sampai umah..tu pon dgn kawan pompuan pe..
spoiler ar OLdLady ni.diorag dat kt bawah..tunggu.cant believe i turn him down fer d 3rd tyme.take d gun n shoot me in d head.let d brain burst..
im spoiled.
i wan to get out of dis hell.
dah lar tangan aku membeku.
kot..aku dah mati agaknyer..
best jugak.
kurang sikit OldLady nyer prob.
n also transcendent nyer prob.
open d window...
n jump down.
k?
l'amore, il Dee 12/13/2004 04:55:00 PM
tyme:9.40pm
venue:living rm
doing:callin ma parents
feeling:tired but happi(no 1's home~!! home alone4)
juz reach home.my hse was BLACK n dark.kewl~dey r all out 2 granny's hse.leaving me.nvrmind.yea im tired but i cant sleep.so i iron dad's uni werk.baek ar aku!!step baek.hehe.
2 OLdLady: sowie adek balik lambat.jauh tempat adek merayap niari.hehe.
2 Nini:sowie adek tk dpt pi shoppin ngan akak.nxt tyme mayb? wen r we gonna watch ep2? tu ade keropok.leh kau mkn,ye?
2 Abg:thanx fer buying CD-R.adek burn 2o lagu.wahaha!ade keropok utk anda.
2 OldBea:adek dah iron baju.niari online lamer sikit bleh?hehe.
2 TranscendentOne:sowie tk dpt ikut skali.im sure u have fun ryte? =P
lagik siape?tkde lagik kn?k..nk pi joget japz.lagu tgh best.huahaha!!
l'amore, il Dee 12/11/2004 10:49:00 PM
tyme:11.++ am
venue:skool
along wit:bro n OldLady
wearing:skool uni(dah lamer siot tk pakai)
cam bdk sesat jek.kai skool uni pi beli bk.balik jek.bahu dah saket.aaRRGhh!!penat siol.mayb afta zohur pi jumpe Fieza.dah rindu aku samer sista aku tu.den in d evening,kene pi umah nenek ako pat sembahwang.aish!malas nyer ako..kt sane mesti semua org2 tua bual2.abeh kite bdk2 lek 1 corner.bosan lar gini...kt situ pc pon tkde internet.apedah~!
l'amore, il Dee 12/11/2004 01:34:00 PM
tyme:5.30am
damn!i sunddenly remember dat i have to msg him.N he will kol.damn!skrg dah kul brape sei...!! tertido lak aku ni..mati ako!
check sis hp.1 msg received..ouh..he marah at me?! aaargghh..wad wrong did i do now?
dah aku tkleh tido balek..pikir punye pikir..stress...
haizz..aku belah dulu.nk pi jumpe kawan2.
transcendent one,im sorie.wadeva i've had done to u dat makes u angry,Im sori.
yea i noe i am d prob.
N sis,stop taking my pic while im asleep!! *sheesh* nak gi kerje tu,pegi je lar.sempat bergambar lagik.sikit nye byk pics ko amek,kak?org delete kan baru dier tau.
l'amore, il Dee 12/10/2004 01:09:00 PM
tyme:1.53am
location:in d living room,near d window.
holding:window panel
looking:outside..
feeling:lonely..but calm.
wondering y i cant sleep?i dunno.mayb bcoz of d weather.it is so...temptating.i juz luv it. =) 2mrw,big day ahead.but all my plan is crush wen OLdLady says,"Alaar..tk nak la adek.Ko pegi sane byk bdk2..tak tau ape nanti korang buat.." so d ans is no.great!juz great.i cant go to Orchard bcoz OldLady is afraid.of wad?many thangs dat i juz cant understand. fark man! ....think...now wad?i wanna go out.i juz have to. gd luck to OldLady in searchin fer a new job.i luv u but i hate u.
slept at:2.45am
listening to: Mr Big. 'Wild World'
thinking: will OLdLady let me?
sorie Goth.i wanna go but OldLady didnt let me.pls understand. =(
l'amore, il Dee 12/09/2004 09:53:00 AM
::tick-tock..tick-tock..::
"Super Duper Love"
by Joss Stone
Yeh are you diggin on me
Yeh yeh yeh
Im diggin on u now baby
Yeh do u wanna little bit of my love
Yeh wait a minute wait a minute
All the time i knew that you loved me
Because you were always there
Could i be that mistaken
Believing that you really care
In the presence of all my friends
You stood there holding my hand
And you promise me faithfully
That you will be my only man
Yeh are you diggin on me
Yeh yeh yeh
Im diggin on u now baby
Yeh do u wanna little bit of my love
Yeh wait a minute wait a minute
Everytime i walk down the street with you
Im as proud as a girl can be
Just 2 no that u r mine
And all that good loving belongs to me
In the presence of all my friends
You stood there holding my hand
And you promise me faithfully
That you will be my only man
Yeh are you diggin on me
Yeh yeh yeh
Im diggin on u now baby
Yeh do u wanna little bit of my love
Yeh wait a minute play it for my Little Beaver
[insrumental]
In the presence of all my friends
You stood there holding my hand
And you promise me faithfully
That you will be my only man
Yeh are you diggin on me
Yeh yeh yeh
Im diggin on u now baby
Yeh do u wanna little bit of my love
Yeh wait a minute your love is super oh baby
See im trying to tell you
Your love is super duper
Super yes it is yes it is
Your love is
Your love is super
Are you diggin on me coz im diggin on you
Im just trying to tell you
Oh this love is super duper
Wait a minute
<< dont u juz love dis song?hehe..>>
The lonely blue moon upon u
revealing ur beauty
I gaze upon u hoping tat u will
Accept what i'm upon u
Dear heaven pls grant me this wish...
l'amore, il Dee 12/08/2004 03:21:00 PM
::iM BACK from T.Balai::
dats ryte baby.im back.along wit some mosquito bites here n dere n everywhere.it's nice 2 noe dat sum1 miss u badly.haha!2dae i juz chill at home.my hols at T.Balai was fun..gerek..bosan..N i njoy meself.Njoy psl mkn mcm2(tapi aku tak gain wt.biasa..N dpt maen mercun!!mercun rocket tau!style giler nyer.kt Sg tkde nyer..)
sampai sini at bout 7.40pm.sampai umah je check hp,ade manusia tanye "Agaknye kul brape sis kau balik?" Lerr...hehe.
tadi gi kedai.nak turu tangga.abeh terjatuh.depan 2 india..dier ckp.."aiyo yo..slowly arh.."(in their indian ancient.) ish..paiseh siol.backb0ne ako saket si0l!
my bron & OldLady at PadiMas
bdk2 laki..from left Nizam,YUsry n me bro
jempot mkn semua!!
termenung jauh..rindu siape?
l'amore, il Dee 12/06/2004 02:33:00 PM
::juz lyke old tymess...::
yesterdae.
im so fed up.i feel lyke crying.but den,suddenly i remember my best fren no.ape lagik?kol dier ar.hehe.i met up wit her at Admiralty MRT.ternampak Fadli,SS ngan adek dier.N also cowb0i.huahaha..naseb aku tul.tkyah kol him,dah terjumpe.Den me gif him d $$.N off me n Fieza go to CP.jln2,mkn2 tgk2.we miss d MoJoJo show.too bad~makan sikit nyer slow.
Den,me go 2 Fieza's new hse.stayed dere till 8+pm.lamer kn?2nd hse aku lar..hehe.tgk HP Prisoner of Azkaban.watch her PinkLadies vid.dgr Avril cd baru.Ila adek dier baru beli.so d 3 of us in d rm laughin our arse off.so happi~~
im so happi i got a fren lyke her.thank you,Fieza~
l'amore, il Dee 12/03/2004 01:46:00 PM
