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Friday, May 28, 2004
::gettin ready for d camp::
afta skool,me have np meeting.im in d campfire communitee.some of d sec3 n 2 r involve in d sec1 npcc camp.juz cant wait 4 d real dae itself.im also helping out in d games,which is on d 2nd dae.so happi dat masrifa can come n help too.some of d sec2 n d sec4 will b coming only 4 d campfire nyte.n i,will b setting up d stuffs...hope everything goes on smoothly.we got 2 do sumthing 4 d sec4.since it's their last np camp.izzit?i dunno.but dey r gonna leave us soon.... im gonna miss u seniors!!! arrgghh...
was shocked.really.ferdos tell me dat andy now doesnt have dat much frens.sai said he lyks 2 borrow ppl's $$ n did not pay 'em back.so frens of him stay away from him.haizz...dunno wad is happenin.n now sai anti/hate yayah n fatin.bcuz dis 2 gerls play passing wif sai's hp.sai cry!!!uhh.. so sad.c/mon sai.u dun have 2 cry k?d hp have not fall 2 d ground n broken in2 pieces yet.rileks ar brader!!
got back my report bk.but i've not show my parents.shh!!! i think i did..well..fairly.D7 for my maths n art.ahaha..wad i am thinkin?A1 for my maths?no way!im nvr gd in maths.my dear fren fatin break d 2m4 record.she get most subjects A1/2 n position in class is ..... 2nd!!if only i ahve result lyke her's..my parents will probably killed 'em self cuz i did so very good.dey will b so shocked n dey will say yes if i ask 'em 2 buy me a ner pair of sneakers.ouh....i can juz imagine it.ahakz.ok im dreaming.my position in class?me 19/40.yea yea....laugh ur ass off ferdos.i dun give a damn.....
***4 those u obtain gd remarks n grades congrats n strive even higher till u bcome a nerd!!ahakz no lar.until u become a professor..n u r able 2 make me pass my maths!!n 4 those u score fairly lyke me...hi-5!but we have 2 work n learn even harder n smarter.n 4 those hu noe dat u did quite no gd...poor grade..failed too many.dun give up.n dun give a damn those things ppl say eg. "ahah..i did betta than u,loser!". ok dun listen 2 dat but listen 2 dis "look,its not d end of d world.u still can prove 2 ur mom n dad dat u can do betta than ur sickenin bro." but i think both r equally bad remarks.arh..wad d heck.k study smart in ur june hols!!~~~
l'amore, il Dee 5/28/2004 10:05:00 PM
Tuesday, May 25, 2004
::soccer fever!::
we have d sec2 inter-hse soccer competition.at first,im not in2 it dat much.but d game heats up wen Arcturus lose over Regulus d 1st match.but 4 d 3rd/4th placing,Arcturus see d true bear in 'em n dey score 6-0 wif Aquila.wait..did Aquila score any?i dunno.but i was damn happi.look at Farhan(2m3) man!!he's d man of d match,i'll say. dunno y my frens luv it wen i bcome d commentator.well,i think i sound d same lyke those at wwe.ahakz!i do enjoy d match..though but ass hurts..ouch!
do i still...lyke....luv him?my heart may b tired thinkin n luving him..but my mind cant seems 2 4get him.lyke i cant delete him from my memory chip.n wen i turn 2 look at Aquila n i think we sort of..lyke wad do u gerls call it.. izzit 'eye contact'?sumthing lyke dat.my heart beats faster....my mind think..slower.eh wad am i crappin bout?wen my fren ask me a qns..i didnt listen i only concentrate on d match n him(?). (haizz...ckp je masih suke...malu2 konon ni diyana.)(aik?biler masa aku ckp aku masih suke dier?)(eleh..otak tu tkde nk pikir lain,pikir psl andy kan!!)(diam lar!aku cuba nk lupekan dier kan!)(tahupun!kau kene concentrate on ur studies,gerl)(yelar orang dgr)(heh!jgn step ar.lain kali aku tahu kau pikir psl dier....siap kau)(ape kau bual.aku dah nk lupe kan dier lar!!)(okay..i give u till...aha!kalau sampai NE camp kau masih terpikir psl andy..tahu lar nasib kau.)(yea yea..wadeva..)
cant wait 2 get my hands on Ferdos's maksim cd.juz bought.sori 2 make him angry at lib juz now.reali sorry.
l'amore, il Dee 5/25/2004 10:05:00 PM
Saturday, May 22, 2004
::sec2 rules d sec1::
me n my frens need 2 look afta d sec1.we need 2 teach 'em how 2 wear their full-u.veri fun cuz we feel lyke NCOs.once a while ryte.but Qis,she keep on scoldin 'em.didnt give 'em any chance,huh?but i think Qis is too harsh on 'em.n Sofia has d potential man!me juz help around n bcome 2 model 4 NPCC t-shirt.yea i do enjoy dis dae in np.saw d sec3 juz come back from camp.but i didnt saw my bro.me n Yayah waited 4 Ernie.wadeva d heck Yayah wan 2 talk 2 her bout.im juz listening 2 my radio...
now im juz chattin wif my frens.im bored at home.so i plan 2 get out n go sumwhere wif my frenz.me think me wan 2 go lib n do sci review qns dere,but i think dere wont b enuff space.uhh.. dunno where 2 go.
::Not so far, far away..::
yesterdae me n my family minus my bro,watch shrek2.so hilarious!i cant control myself n laugh so loudly.heck cares.eveyone's else is laughin their ass off.lil kids laugh even louder.so much betta than d 1st movie.if u havent catch it,go NOW!puss-in-boots r so cute wen he show his lil pussy innocent eyes.my my my....now my wallpaper is him.my ssi is goin all bonkers bout puss.dis movie gets 3 out of 5 bites in p10.but,wadeva it is u gotta catch it!
Shrek n Fiona wif Donkey at Far,Far Away
puss in boots(innocent eyes)
l'amore, il Dee 5/22/2004 01:38:00 PM
Thursday, May 20, 2004
::pink eargear in,black earpiece out::
afta skool me go home.go survey bout headphones.so exp.some of it veri beautiful but too exp.me dun have enuff money.but at nyte,dad give me $10.n i used up $20 sis top-up $5.n al2gether $35.n i get my new philips pink eargear.it is so cool!~ d 1st tyme me n nini saw it..we were lyke..woah..it attract out attention.d clr itself got my eyes locked at it.so i bought it.d philips black earpiece i bought earlier in d afternoon...well,not my choice exactly.but i did not regret cuz i think it will b in gd use in sum way.but i thank so much 2 my family members who provide some money 4 me 2 buy it.thanx!
play badminton in d afternoon till 5+.d weather is too windy,so halfway we stop playin.n juz sit round under d blk.my parents have decided 2 watch Shrek2 2moro nyte.too bad i cannot watch 'em battle at 891.i wan 2 take some pics of d b-boys dere.but im afraid i cannot since dad wans me 2 go home straight n have a gd rest.ok...lyke im d 'daddy's girl'.ahahaha..uh well,i have sumthings i didnt tell Yayah n Ferdos.juz cannot tell 'em.some things r bette left unsaid.so i have some secrets dat Yayah n Ferdos didnt noe.shh!
i heard d whole story n noe d whole truth.now i noe hu dey hate n hu dey did not hate.hu is wrong n hu is not.i juz have 2 tell myself 2 choose my fren wisely.or else i'll b d 1 sufferin.but 4 now....well,i think im doin juz ok.
l'amore, il Dee 5/20/2004 10:02:00 PM
Wednesday, May 19, 2004
::ghost stories...freak me man::
we dun have P.E 2dae cuz Mr Irwin said d haze too thick.so we have 2 sit inside d hall n watch 'Dumb&Dumber'(Bodo&Bahalol).quite funni.esp wen JimCarrey punch n kick n bite d bad guy's ass.ahaha..but some part r sensored.bet d guys love dat part.
afta skool,we search 4 MsYeo.ask wen our CIP goin 2 start.we r so excited n cant wait 2 being our CIP at d lib.but too bad MsYeo said we can onli being nxt week.aww... me,yayah n Ferdos wen 2 buy bubbletea.1st tyme me bought d chocolate flava.too..pekat.den we sat @ d playground nearby..n d WAR being.my uniform is so...creatively dirtied by Ferdos n Yayah.but it's ok ,im gonna wash it anyway.den d 3 of us start 2 tell ghost stories.Yayah has d most 2 tell.n Ferdos..well not bad.but me.yea me,im keepin quiet all d way.im pretty scared.n dey enjoy disturbing me.uh well,Ferdos treat us all an ice-cream cone @ McD.den Ferdos company me till d bus-stop.
mum n Nini come home from M'sia.yummy...dey bought home satay n cookies.Mum received a msg from Yayah.n yayah send some 'steady stuff' 2 my mom's hp.yea she's mad..but she didnt asked much.thank god!yayah had some bad news.i bet she gonna b all sad n quiet in skool 2moro.well,Diyana 2 d rescue.as alwayz... nini bought dis new sandals.look quite unique n lyke aladdin shoes.ahakz..!! yea,nini u noe she..all too fashionable.
l'amore, il Dee 5/19/2004 07:55:00 PM
Monday, May 17, 2004
::y do i love u?::
folish me.even afta we have break-up,i still search 4 him n hapi wen i see his 'cute' face.dammit.am i blind or wad?he said he wans 2 concentrate on his studies n so shld i ryte? heck cares bout BGR.i have 2 pay more attention on studies n skools.bcuz of dis break-up i become veri moody.n i dun think ppl give a damn bout it.i mean bout me.
d tchers r now givin out d papers.i received my lit,maths,eng n mly.my lit was woah~!! 80.5/100. maths..piuh!im never gd in maths.juz got bout 50+ n dat gives me a C5.mah eng i only receive paper 2.i failed! 38/80.yea only 2 more marks.n wen Ms Mak annouce dat Ais get d highest,d mly boys(Lan,Dan n Man) keep on mentioning 'anak bangla' 2 Ais.ish3.tk ku sangka.mly..err..pass.dats it.
cant take dis music out of my mind.enjoy~!thanx 2 lyricstar.com
Three Days Grace - (I hate) Everything about you
Everytime we lie awake
After every hit we take
Every feeling that I get
But I haven't missed you yet
Every roomate kept awake
By every silent scream we make
All the feelings that I get
But I still dont missed you yet
Only when I stop to think about it
I hate everything about you
Why do I love you
I hate everything about you
Why do I love you
Every time we lie awake
After every hit we take
Every feeling that I get
But I haven't missed you yet
Only when I stop to think about it
I hate everything about you
Why do I love you
I hate everything about you
Why do I love you
Only when I stop to think about you
I know
Only when you stop to think about me
Do you know
I hate everything about you
Why do I love you
You hate everything about me
Why do you love me
I hate
You hate
I hate
You love me
I hate everything about you
Why do I love you
l'amore, il Dee 5/17/2004 04:33:00 PM
Sunday, May 16, 2004
::TROY::
yesterdae was d most ...amazing nyte.me spend mah tyme wif mah family at CP cinema.we watch..yea u noe it alredi it's Troy.overall,d movie is full of action pack.mens in skirt fighting 4 their country n king except 4 Achilles.Paris and Helen,d queen of Sparta,so totally in love dat dey cause such a big war..Prince Hector n his baby r juz too adorable.but dat dere's too much..lyke.uh..u noe wad u saw if u watch d movie.dey could skip all de lovely-dovey part n jump 2 d war.blood splash in2 d face..d mini skirts..d sword n armour n sheild.but 4 Paris is gotta b his bow n arrow juz lyke in LOTR.uh well,its not wonder dis movie gets 5 out of 5 bites at p10.so if u ahve not watch it,GO NOW!
from d official site of TRoY
>>Two worlds will go to war for honor and power. Thousands will fall in pursuit of glory. And for love, a nation will burn to the ground.
and here is d poster you all sure 2 love..
l'amore, il Dee 5/16/2004 01:54:00 PM
Saturday, May 15, 2004
::playin solo all over again::
dere's np 2dae.onli 4 d sec2 n 3.d sec4 have their 'Flag Dae'.but wad's up wif d sec1?holidae eh?sheesh...juz spend out tyme at our clazroom n d comp lab.doin our lil project werk as a grp on crime prevention.got 2 project 2 b done.one is crime prevention n d other is total defence.sick...but i have fun laughin mah ass off wif mah team members hu is also mah frens in d campcraft comp.afta np,go CP n civic wif Faz,Yayah n Qis.
go McD wif Ferdos.so damn funni.i juz keep on laughin.think dat d fren dat can make me laugh so hard dat mah stomach can burst is Ferdos.uhh..thanx!luckily Ferdos send me home.well lyke company me home.b4 dat we singgah Shing Shong supermarket 2 buy battery 4 mah bro.got gd news from Nini saying dah mah parents is gonna treat us 2 watch movie afta Maghrib.n it so gonna rock cuz d movie is....TROY!! yup,p10 keep on sayin dat it gets 5 bite out of 5.dats so cool.soon im gonna watch it n so i dun have 2 follow Sai 2 go watch movie.hmm..but if i wan?nah..no thanx.
hey!!i got dis song 4 Andy.though dere's so much swearing....but im juz angry.but den again i shld get over it aftall he's lyke dat n he keeps on blaming me.he said cant concentrate on studies n soccer.yea gf ni memang leceh kan abg andy?kalau gi2 asal in d 1st place ckp nk aku?bahalol!kan....dah kene.den y dun he reason out y he dun wan 2 continue dis shit anymore?lagi leh salah kan aku. kecewa hati aku...eh lek asal jiwang sangat ni?aku kan DEVIL FERONA!! no more goody lil sweetie Kimi.n he betta remember his 1st shit wif Kimi.said Qis wen she call Abdullah,he didnt turn.wen call Andy..he turn...it's dat correct Qis?n wen he call Kimi he also turn..eh? arhh...wadeva i 4got d story Qis tell me.uh well,i might still lyke him..but..:
"Fuck It (I Don't Want You Back)" by EAMON
Whoa oh oh
Ooh hooh
No No No
[Verse 1:]
See, I dont know why I liked you so much
I gave you all, of my trust
I told you, I loved you, now thats all down the drain
Ya put me through pain, I wanna let u know how I feel
[Chorus:]
Fuck what I said it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses, they didn't mean jack
Fuck you, you hoe, I dont want you back
Fuck what I said it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses they didn't mean jack
Fuck you, you hoe, I dont want you back
[Verse 2:]
You thought, you could
Keep this shit from me, yeah
Ya burnt bitch, I heard the story
Ya played me, ya even gave him head
Now ya askin for me back
Ya just another act, look elsewhere
Cuz ya done with me
Fuck what I said it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses they didn't mean jack
Fuck you, you hoe, I dont want you back
Fuck what I said it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses they didn't mean jack
Fuck you, you hoe, I dont want you back
Oh oh
Uh huh yeah
Oh oh
Uh huh yeah
Oh oh
Uh huh yeah
Oh oh
Uh huh yeah
Ya questioned, did I care
You could ask anyone, I even said
Ya were my great one
Now its, over, but I do admit I'm sad.
It hurts real bad, I cant sweat that, cuz I loved a hoe
Fuck what I said it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses they didn't mean jack
Fuck you, you hoe, I dont want you back
Oh oh
Uh huh yeah
Oh oh
Uh huh yeah
Oh oh
Uh huh yeah
Oh oh
Uh huh yeah
[Until the end]
l'amore, il Dee 5/15/2004 04:21:00 PM
Friday, May 14, 2004
::y do u play lyke a game?::
wen 2 skool wif Ais.haizz..cuz mah bro wans 2 go early 2 learn his E&A maths.hmm..all d best 4 him!~afta mah last midyr exam paper which is d&t,me n Yayah n Sai n Dan go 2 mah neighbourhood place n play badminton at d highest level in a carpark.i find d paper difficult.Ms Mak is gonna leave us,so she happily take our pics 3 tymes in 2m4.woah...i miz ya ibu!
didnt go 2 891.lazy..besides Sai said Yayah is not goin.but den,wen i call him round 5+,he told me Yayah go.haizz....she still go eventhough she's lyke d only gerl at dere.k dere r some gerls i think but she dunno 'em.argghh...!!Yayah how could u not tell me u semangat wan 2 go?huh! nvm....
i dunno y he ask dat qns..but i will cry n b veri sad...even if he dun give a damn bout it.cuz we dun reli treat each other dat gd..siape tk bingit kat hati.mayb he will find a betta gerl.all d best,Andy.
i think i found a buddy whom i can trust n dat can makes me happi.i dunno y ppl say we r lyke..a item.but we r not.juz frenz.ppl see us 1 kind..dey suspect us.i hate it.but i wan 2 say big thanx 2 mah buddy,Ferdos.he noe hu he is.well,dats all 4 2dae.
l'amore, il Dee 5/14/2004 08:17:00 PM
Wednesday, May 12, 2004
::d last daes i was...::
on MON i wen out wif Nini n Eliz.we wen 2 Dhoby Ghaut n catch d movie,Van Helsing.it's lyke d girls dae out thingy n im xtra since im youngest.it's a cool movie n too much suspense.dere's dis aprt where i laugh too hard n loud.i gez d whole crowd could hear me.ahakz.wadeva.im enjoying myself eventhough d next dae dere is mly paper.spent bout 13+.should ahve bring more money cuz dere's lotsa beautiful stuff waiting 2 b bought by me.u noe town,so exp.ate at LOng John Silver in Far east Plaza.n me watch d movie in Plaza S'pura.kedebak-kedebuk reach home at 10.uhh...wad a dae.n yup,b4 sleep me watch 7yrs in Tibet n call mah fren.
on TUESme go lib wif Nini n Brader kecik.ah paham2.saw many marsilians e.g lyke danial ismail hanif masagoes brisco..bla bla...ernie umi.makan @ mcD.jln2 at CP 4 a while n den...balik.he send us home.actualli wanna as andy 2 come along but no 1 picks up d phone.too bad.hmm...if not my sis can meet him.me bring along mah cam n we took some pics in d bus n mah sis wif me in our 'studio'.me call him dat nyte.woah..he sounds angry n dat frights me.all bcuz of sai's big mouth.i dunno but it feels 2 me..he..lyke..arrgghh....
mah sis n me in our lil 'studio'..
l'amore, il Dee 5/12/2004 03:44:00 PM
::dere he goes again::
have mah sci 2dae.it simply sux cuz i 4got most of d things dat i've learnt.arrgghh..wads wrong wif me.juz need 2 pray hard dat i will pass mah midyrs.afta skool,me n Yayah juz hang around somewhere where we call "K&N Place".yea..dere's something bout it we lyke.hope no 1 noes where it is.those bunch og guys walked passed n didnt even tegur us.haizz...dun tell me u r shy.u r goin sumwhere so y cant u lyke ask me 2 come along cuz im bored @ dat point of tyme...
mayb 2moro im planning 2 go sumwhere.well,sumwhere 2 learn of cuz.learn mah d&t since it's d last exam 4 d wk.den alter can ENJOY~~!!! no wait.cant reli enjoy.no no no...not until i c mah result.alritey,cant stay fer long.scared if dad finds out.well,adios~
l'amore, il Dee 5/12/2004 03:20:00 PM
Sunday, May 09, 2004
::happi mommi's daE::
wish mah dear mommi n 2 all other moms n soon-2-b mom n god-mom n wadeva d mom a Happi Mother's Dae~!!de dae 2 show ur mom how much ya luv her.(oh shit.i juz make mom angry.....oh look!she is all happi again coz i do d hsewerk.oh sheesh)
woke up late 4 madrasah.luckily mom woke me up.if not,im palnning 2 cabut.coz dey ahving exam 2dae.oh wad d heck i dun reli care.juz oral exam.but in mah msl skool,we r now having midyr exam.ohhh..so stress.mah parents keep on saying"blaja blaja blaja....jgn asyik main computer je!!".arrgghhh!!!but hey,im not stress animore.coz mah fren juz make me laugh.so hard dat i cry.y thank u 4 makin me cry n forget all d scoldin i get.
juz stayin at home.watch 'Liar Liar'.n now revising lit.having lit n CME exam paper 2moro.gd luck 2 all pupils taking d exam as me. alrite mom.im coming 2 eat dinner now!! k,adios n gdnitey ppl~!
a song 2 mah mom: by Spice Girls title:Mama
She used to be my only enemy and never let me free,
Catching me in places that I know I shouldn't be,
Every other day I crossed the line,
I didn't mean to be so bad,
I never thought you would
become the friend I never had
Backthen I didn't know why,
why you were misunderstood,
So now I see through your eyes,
all that you did was love,
Mama I love you, Mama I care,
Mama I love you, Mama my friend,
My friend
I didn't want to hear it then but
I'm not ashamed to say it now,
Every little thing you said and did was right for me,
I had a lot of time to think about,
about the way I used to be,
Never had a sense of my responsibility
Back then I didn't know why,
why you were misunderstood,
So now I see through your eyes,
all that you did was love,
Mama I love you, Mama I care,
Mama I love you, Mama my friend, My friend
But now I'm sure I know why,
why you were misunderstood,
So now I see through your eyes,
all I can give you is love,
Mama I love you, Mama I care,
Mama I love you, Mama my friend,
My friend
Mama I love you, Mama I care,
Mama I love you, Mama my friend,
You're my friend
l'amore, il Dee 5/09/2004 08:53:00 PM
Friday, May 07, 2004
::i need stress buster!::
hah..am i stress?i gez so.dis whole wk me have exam.yea,mid yr.juz did mah geog.it was difficult...but easy too.oh wad de heck.it has passed.im now revising 4 mah lit exam.afta exam sit in skool fer awhile.mah frenz wan 2 see Andy's claz photo2002.ahakz.he's chubby in dere.but now...so slim..haiz..
i feel so piss off wif Sai's mouth.i mean,so wad?he say bad things bout me cuz he has nuthang betta 2 do.well,i can find him a job n he can earn $$ rather den disturbing me n having me feel so piss off.i should have juz kick his small ass!mah frenz still wans 2 go 2 wdl garden.juz sit dere n study cuz it's more peaceful.me didnt follow.dat Sai's mouth is enuff 2 make me angry.say all d bad things bout Andy.aahhh.....great.y does Sai has 2 be sum1 i 'close' to? i told Andy im goin 2 teach him sci.but he gone 2 company Fifi 2 buy yo-yo.ahahah!!yo-yo? uh well.so sry i didnt tell him iam goin 2 hang wif mah frens.he even bring along his sci text!! ohh...i feel so bad.
sai if u reading dis plz note dat: i hate ur dumb mouth.cant it lyke shut up? or cant it say gd sweet lil things?ur gf r way 2 gd 4 u. mah sis deserve sum1 betta!!
l'amore, il Dee 5/07/2004 02:08:00 PM
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