::masuk baris!::
yg depan nyer command aku tk tahu ar..ahakz.me have 2 help my fren raise up d flag.on National Dae special sikit.ade 2 org tlg naik kn flag.tgk je ako cam bdk selengeh..haizz..dlm hujan pun practice.harap2 on dis coming Fri,i did well.as in,i remember wad 2 do wen d command is given.tadi paiseh byk kali.biasa ar,1st tyme pe..
dunno hu is Shafiq smiling at.tgh marching pon leh senyum.but he look at my direction.man..i juz laugh while ma frens make some nosies lyke ."woah..fewitt"..or wadeva.yelar dier cute..aku admit.lek!aku tkde ape2 ngan dier.nk kata kawan pon..tk bual.ahakz..k ar,tgh penat ni.
btw,i wish i could help "abg".but..looks lyke he has 2 live wif it.n i wish everything will go back as normal 4 him n his frens.entah ape yg "abg" buat salah. juz now me was chatin wif Samad.aiseyman,dier ckp dier nk gi dome.mungkin kt 891 kot..aramak..rase cam nk gi tgk dier break..haizz..tapi penat sangat ni.entah2 Alif pon ade eh?psl dier ckp"will b back ard 8:45".kalau lar aku tahu break..leh hang-out ngan dioang.tkpe..1 hari nanti jumpe B-Girl Sasha..ako nk blanja puas2..eventhough parents disallowed..dis is ma life! i've dream for so long..i wont let no 1 destroy my dreams.now,it's up 2 me 2 make it a reality.
l'amore, il Dee 7/31/2004 03:48:00 PM
::skip.skip.skip.::
early in mornin,d 2m3 & 2m2 guys made MrAdnan angry.Farhan is always tryin 2 b a joker n made us laugh.dunno whos shouted,"cantik ar.seluar dalam warna merah". i was lyke..wad the..had my art test 2dae.my ginger drawing sux.i noe Fatin draw betta than me.luckily i manage 2 finish everything b4 9pm.
during SE lesson,MrsTee show us dis video talkin bout BGR..steady n stuffs.Azlan look @ me n say.."ahh..diYana..dgr tu.." eleh..semua tgk @ each other.terase ar tu.
power ar!2m4 1st 2 release.d canteen have only tchers.we dun make dat much noise cuz MrAdnan tgh "stand-by" nk tangkap budak yg buat bising.had my lunch n change 2 PE t-shirt.gettin ready 4 speed skippin.ok,actually,im not dat interested but 4 d sake of my class.my partner,dat bloody moron class chairman(chairman lagik!) or d new name i called him,"Exit Breaker".he didnt come 4 d skipathon.left me alone wif no counter.entah asal skippin rope asyik terbelit jek.bingit tul.skip 4 onli 114.if not bcuz of d stopid rope,i would have beat Yayah.cheer 4 Firdaus's claz.not bad ar he.kecik2 cili padi tapi break power.n he..support my claz.ahakz..pasal Sai ade.Sai buat donkey byk kali sey.power!den Jet Sheng n him do somersault.too bad cuz i dun think we r in 4 finals.heard dat 2m2 n 2s3 grp qualify 4 finals.damn..Helmy ckp,"ahaha..2S3 kalah ar.." but still dey make it.den dere's dis claz,3S_? power ar.starting jek dah buat org ketawe.kedebak-kedebuk,kul 4+ balek.
mkn nasi halisa(mak masak),tgk tv tertido..abeh npcc project lom habes.haizz..stopid ar.buat pasal article.tak larat ako.2moro my clas VS 2m1 Vs 2s2 ke 2s1?ape2 ar.4 d acting thingy.me tak masuk.psl tak suroh.dey doin LOTR.which chap?me dunno.tanye actor/actress diorang pon blur..apedah!some dun even noe wad r their role!wtf..
blaja naik kn bendera esok!~~yipee..at last me n Yayah si SBT tu pilih.ahakz.k ar..gue nk siapkn uni,aightz?adios..!
l'amore, il Dee 7/30/2004 09:28:00 PM
::i hate it wen she's angry::
no,im not talkin bout ma mom.im talkin bout my fren,Fatin.dunno y she suddenly threw up push everything dat is blocking her way.even her frens get push aside wen she's mad.sorri ar,tapi kadang2 dier cam tornado ar.
ma dad is a lil bit...not right at his mind now.not dat he's tak siuman or anythang.he's lyke dirty minded tau.me was talking bout skipathon n he said dat wen d gerls jump..ar faham2 jek.enuff said bout ma dad.giler ar him.but he's a cool dad~!
big sis is gonna start werking 1 dae.earn bout $30 per dae.baek kan?she's teaching lil kids.dunno ar teach wad but it muz b fun teaching lil kids.as long as she doesnt gets mad at d lil kids n start scolding valgurities words. u noe her..i've got some 'compliments' from her many tymes.
err..so d 2M1 mly guys was pretty weird 2dae.not all but some.alih2 jek biler ako tgh jln in front of their claz,dah start nyanyi lagu nasyid.apedah..mabok kappa?tkpe ar..sedap jugak ako dgr..ahakz.
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l'amore, il Dee 7/26/2004 08:20:00 PM
::rain rain dont go away::
meet up wif Mas outside skool n saw her wif other 3 guys.leave our bags at skool n go fetch Yayah.from far we saw some1 at kedai mamak.thot it was Yayah,skali jantan laen.turns out 2 b Faizal,also waiting 4 Yayah.we told him 2 go her blk n help her carry our project.but Yayah didnt bring it cuz tak cukup plasticine.Qis tk semangat buat project.semua harap kn Yayah jek.si Monjing(nick name bdk L2 panggil her) tu.
niari best eh hujan.dapat kai jacket.practice NDP jap abih break den juz stay at claz.buat pe?nyanyi cam ade campfire gitu.tak ar ni camprain.Mas semangat.kalau bleh nak suroh me n Yayah join her in.si Faz n Syahmi tk abes2 tgk belakang.maki kat kitorang.eleh..lame ar brader!sempat lak Faz ngan ako maen scissors,paper,stone.ahakz..cam bdk kecik ar Faz menang jek happi giler nyer.
Yayah n Mas tk abes2 kacau ako ngan Shafiq.haizz..ape kene ngan diorang?lom lagik stead dah address Shafiq as ako nyer "bf".siak tuL.abih biler tengah practice NDP,diorang tanye "mane Shafiq ko diYana?" balek tyme,Mas nampak Shafiq, ckp "diYana lekas Shafiq tengah tunggu tu".. haiz..satu2 nk kene ngan ako ni..
afTa np,gi lepak2 kt umah Fatin.makan mee rebus.sedap tuL.sambil tu tgk 'KISS'.akak Fatin's fav.LoL.make-up cantik ar.afta dat gi beli bubble tea,sit under blk japz.teroz balek.ngantuk sangat masakkan mak pon tak makan.
l'amore, il Dee 7/24/2004 09:00:00 PM
::not attached yet::
amacam besar tak?ni utk kawan2 ako yg ingat ako ngan Shafiq dah stead.sowie sikit.ako tgh single ni..baru bual ngan dier 3 patah perkataan ingat ako ngan dier ade "sumthing" goin on.haizz..pelik ar korang semua..yea he's kinda cute but..i like 2 b frens 1st. :D
pagi2 lagi biler morning assembly,Yayah blang yg Shafiq nk jumpe ako tyme recess.ape story pun ako tk tahu.si Yayah ngan Zirah dah tersenyum2 kt ako.haiz..mcm2 ar diorang.
stopid ar me.i waste my energy runnin around d field bcuz i didnt bring my music file.wen me reach class,Sharifah said my file was on her desk! DAMMIT!buang mase ako lari.dah lar sec3 tgk kn jek.naseb Azlan ako tk potong dier.kalau tk dier malu ar..siang2 dier ckp jgn potong dier psl dier tknk dimalukn.eleh...nxt tyme ako betta bring file ako..kalau tk 2 rounds around d field.Si Pradeep tu leh ckp.."yes very gd.u run very well.now u can rest 4 awhile while waiting 4 ur fren 2 finish" Chen Yee lak lari slow ..psl badan dier..ehehe..paham2 je lar.
tyme recess si bdk 2m1 entah siape jerit nama ako dari 4th lvl.terkejut rabakz ako.dat tyme pulak ako tgh jln kt central square.haizz..ape kene ngan diorang.
wen 2 Lib 2 get info on our NPCC project.den 2 CP 2 buy d things.kt CP jumpe kawan lama ako,Jufieza ngan adek dier Illa.cam biasa ar diorang kn jambu.Fieza ckp new hairstyle ako ni orait jek.aww..miss her man!my best fren since pri skool.power ar gi CP balek CP jln kaki.Yayah n Mas dah complaint.ako jln rilek jer..padahal ako ni pon penat tapi diam kn aje..pasal idea ako yg nk jln.esok ade NP cam malas ar nk gi..tapi terpakse pasal lom blaja naik kn flag.sowie 2 Fatin n Zirah cuz dey have 2 wait 4 us 4 more than half an hr.samapi home kul 5pm.skrg nk pi mandi n watch 'That 70's Show'.
l'amore, il Dee 7/23/2004 05:39:00 PM
::busy decorating ur class?::
yea..d sec1-3 were VERY busy.but now everything is over so i can bring back all d things i've contributed.took some pics so mayb ya can check out.me 'kpo'2 at sec3 class.man,i luv d 3m1.so lyke woah.d whole row of dat corridor rulez man!can smell d burning thing dat indian use.dunno wad its name is.dunno if my class can make it.dah nampak sah 2m1 bleh menang.semangat tul diorang kan? :D aights,so evey1 made a gd effort.siape tk buat ape2 memang sah tk syg kelas sendiri.eh.. cam korang heran menang ke tk menang.haizz..
had a wild sore throat n antibiotics cant heal it.haizz..tk gune ar kalau gi clinic.tawakal jek ngan tekak ni.sedih tul... :(
gaLfrens :Fatin.Yayah.Zirah.
Breaker: Saiful doin babyfreeze
some of our display in 2m4
semangat berposing:Saiful n Jen.
d back of our class.
< taken from http://www.lyricsfreak.com >
DEAR LIE LYRICS
Dear lie
You suck
You said you could fix anything
Instead I'm down
You made things even worse for me
If I had balls I'd tell you get away from me
Guess I'm not smart
I let you unnerve me
I let you control me
Afraid the truth would hurt me
When it's you that hurts me more
Chorus:
Get outta my mouth
Get outta my head
Get outta my mind
Stop puttin' words in my head
Get outta my mouth
You're nothing but trouble
Get outta my life
Get out of me
Out of me (out of me)
Out of me
Out of me lie
Lie lie lie lie
Dear lie
You're dumb
You think you've got the best of me
You think you won
Misread my vulnerability
I've got your walls
Now get the hell away from me
I've learned your art
Won't let you unnerve me
Won't let you control me
The truth will only free me
And your lies won't hurt no
No more
Chorus
Lie lie
I've got
Your walls
Now get the hell away from me
I learned your art
Won't let you unnerve me
Wont' let you control me
The truth will only free me
And your lies won't hurt no
No more
Chorus
Lie lie
Dear lie
Lie Lie Lie Lie
Lie Lie
Dear lie
l'amore, il Dee 7/20/2004 09:27:00 PM
Arthur wif his 5 loyal knights
l'amore, il Dee 7/18/2004 12:52:00 PM
King Arthur.. someone who sacrificed himself to become a leader and earned the right to be called King.
l'amore, il Dee 7/18/2004 12:45:00 PM
Guinevere with her bow&arrow
l'amore, il Dee 7/18/2004 12:29:00 PM
lancelot
l'amore, il Dee 7/18/2004 12:26:00 PM
::d chosen ones::
@ first malas nk gi NP tapi at last nk gi pasal nk escape from d naggers.kaung kuang..tkde Yayah pun tkpe.ade Mas.Yayah sick..haizz..padahal aku skrg tgh ade flu n cough.*uhuk uhuk*
learn marching wif baton.kekok sikit ar..ma'm alih2 tarik aku 1 corner.end up,me have 2 raise S'pore flag on NDP dis yr.ish..seram dok!Faz n d mly guys ketawe kt aku..tkpe..mak ckp bace bismilallah sebelum ape2.ehehe..yelar ibuku syg.. :P
i have dis feeling dat SBT is choosing me 4 d rifle thingy.onli 3 chosen gerls.byk tul..tapi tkpe ade chance aku ni..angkat jek. opportunity comes once in a life tyme-rap Eminem. 2pm outside np rm on tues.aights..me will b dere.n i hope my frens can support me n not go hm 1st.oh yea im bringin my cam on tues.utk bergambar di kelas nanti.nk photo session ngan aku?jumpe jek @ class 2m4.ahakz...
aaacchhhOOOOO..lum baek2 ni..haizz.. doa2 Yayah dah sembuh..termasuk aku skali ar.
l'amore, il Dee 7/17/2004 05:36:00 PM
::scream ur f*cKing lungs ouT!::
heard dat pharse from some books.@ skool,me n Yayah coughinh..sneezing.haizz..mayb me not goin 4 np 2moro.but mak paksa org gi.gini mcm sey..project lak lom buat.cemane nk hantar esok?kasi muke blank je lar..
***update
watch Pontianak harum sundal mlm @ Zirah's hse.byk lar suspense dier..Fatin tul2 nyer takut sampai nk suroh Faz hantar dier balek.she kept on callin my name wen she's scared...haizz..aku lak jadi sasaran.LoL.1 jerit..yg lain turut jerit.klakar ar..yea,i give 3/5 stars 4 dat movie.
@ nyte me watch King Arthur.damn it was great!wen i see Arthur...i was lyke woah!damn i think he's a darly handsome actor ever.LoL.Lancelot pun not bad.he has dat cutey look.gleefully skill wif his 2 swords.Tristan was not bad too eh?dat guy wif his hawk 4 company.he is 1 of those wif arrow n bow weapon i admire.besides,Legolas.
Guinevere from d Woads,was d beautiful warrior.she wif her archery skill makes me proud 2 b a woman.yelar so she married 2 Arthur..n Lancelot die!!!! damn! no way unfair...aramak..terblang korang.tkpe aku spoil kn lebih byk eh? ahahah.... must watch tau..
l'amore, il Dee 7/16/2004 05:47:00 PM
::long sleeve pun not bad eh?::
ehehe..mesti ade yg prasan ngan ni title.stayback afta skool to decorate my class.not all d class,of cuz.tkleh harap ar.ade maen bola lar..kene gi sane sini.yg ade CCA,aku paham.. :D
nampak nyer 2m1 ngan class ako nk perang dunia..diorang siap ngan lampu kelap-kelip..ahakz.cam nak beraya gitu.. :P bawak bunga api sama mercun on tues.biler dtg to judge,kite light up d bunga api.dah abes campak jek kt klass bertentangan..bising sangat kan?
finish doin my HmEcons research.art..left wif 1 more apple 2 draw n colour.man..i sux at art i noe.but sis encourage said dat im not bad.d drawing i mean.but sumtymes it's quite fun.. :)
dah bosan ar..baek sign out..mkn..tgk O.C
lagikpun 'abang' ako dah offline pasal pening kepale.. haizz..tapi not bad ar.team dier menang 5-2!baek~!! ako ade jugak jenguk sekejap diorang maen.N i brought along his used-2-b Dory.ya noe,some support from an old fish of his.kuang kuang~!
kk,aku nk belah ni.mate pon dah sakit.ouchh.aights adios~!
bual merepek lak ako ni...
l'amore, il Dee 7/15/2004 09:42:00 PM
::free music supplier::
company yayah 2 shop n buy things fer our class.need 2 decorate it.b4 tues.sec2 battle decorate ur class theme:mly culture.celebrate Racial Harmony.me semangat,biase ar.balek naik bus 911.was walking on d open field.thunder strike right on a tree.damn.. ish.. allah.. terkejut rabakz aku.sorang2 lagik.. u can hear it..lyke it's above u..too very loud.scared man.4 once i thot it gonna strike me n im back 2 where i came from.reli scare.reach under blk pray lyke mad! :(
done 1st qns of maths hw.eng buat bodo,grp work kan..esok can discuss.hmecons..bingit.tk dpt any meal wif combine convenience food+fresh food.haizz..get scolding pun tk per ar.sekali sekala.dad is in gd mood.so here i am surfing chattin searchin.surf net.chat ngan kawan2 n search lyrics 4 a fren.
chat wif many ppl at diff tyme.ade skajap masuk skajap kluar.aku jugak yg stabil. :P get lotsa free hiphop music from Alif.makkasih!! tgk pics from fowlborg site.semua klakar rabakz.but,i lyke Fadli's hairstyle.so lyke WOAH!lagu pun gerek :) yea baby Shrek rulez.
chat punye chat esok ade C.T aku lupe!mly lak tu.tk pass sah aku kene pelempang dari parents.aights,nyte2.no im not goin 2 sleep but im goin 2 blaja!cam real.no ar..gi get ready fer skool.adios ppL~!!!
(was listenin to p10.playing maroon5:she will b loved.fav aku.felt happi 2dae n dunno y.sum ppl noes how 2 make my dae.though i got PMS back dere @ skool.sowie kawan2.)
l'amore, il Dee 7/13/2004 11:05:00 PM
::jika..::
early in da morning,dah bertekak ngan Nini.cannot find my skirt.havent iron my uniform.havent get ready my timetable.damn..so many things havent done!y?cuz yesterdae me slept late.didnt realised d tyme.was doin my hist project.
reach quite late at skool.evey1 is settling down n i hurriedly rush my way to my class.my tchers check our finger nails.luckily i've got it cut.
Ais cant stop membebel bout her bf.yea ok i noe..she's totally in luv wif dat Jurong guy.she also tok bout Syawal4L..?haizz..tk abes2.me go 2 Yayah n Zirah.Mr Tay bcome d 'traffic police' wen we r goin 2 our class.yea,give way to d lower sec.pls wait,4m3.
P.E.i miss ya!dah lamer tk PE kan?play skipping.yea,nvr skip 4 so long.hmm..can say im gd at it.akakaka.. my fren try many style. e.g. Karuts skip while sitting on a chair.kewl eh?yea i've tried dat afta Mr Tay show us during sec1.habes PE je cam baru mandi.basah habes.tapi dapat mkn dulu. :P
afta skool company Karuts back 2 her home.get 2 eat nasi lemak.akaka..sedap tul!temakaseh Nek.we den go back 2 skool.meet up wif Yayah n Zirah.go Zirah's place n finish our hw.well,not all is finish.sempat bernyanyi japz.lagu jiwang2 habes. i dun reli lyke it..but i have 2 since.. majority wins.
back 2 home at 5:30pm.every family member is sleepin.raining so it's d best tyme 2 doze off.help mum wif d laundry eventhough she didnt ask me to. dah jadi baek sikit. :) tknk nakal lagik.
see,now i can play comp.mum didnt scold.cuz she's out wif dad to but cushion at PoloMall.done wif my hw n timetable n uniform is iron.kewl eh? nuthang 2 do..no1 to chat wif..
receive email from B-Girl Sasha,she's my idol wen it comes 2 breakdancing.yea she's cool.gonna meet her 1 dae.learn some moves,make some frens.not dat i wan 2 have concept.i take it dat breakdance is my hobby.nuthing more.call me a B-Girl wen im a pro 1 dae...i wont mind.LoL.aights,gtg b4 parents come back home. cya ppL~!
(my fav song if u ask me 2 karoke.or shall i say dis is my fav jiwang song? :P)
Melly & Ari Lasso - Jika
Jika teringat tentang dikau
Jauh dimata dekat di hati
Sempat terpikir 'tuk kembali
Walau beda akan ku jalani
Tak ada niat untuk selamanya pergi
Jika teringat tentang dikau
Jauh dimata dekat di hati
Apakah sama yang kurasa
Ingin jumpa walau ada segan
Tak ada niat untuk berpisah denganmu
Jika memang masih bisa
Mulutku berbicara
Santun kata yang ingin terucap
Kan ku dengar caci dan puji dirimu padaku
Kita masih muda
Dalam mencari keputusan
Maafkan daku ingin kembali
Seumpama ada jalan 'tuk kembali
Jika teringat tentang dikau
Jauh dimata dekat di hati
Tak ada niat untuk selamanya pergi
Jika teringat tentang dikau
Jauh dimata dekat di hati
Tak ada niat untuk berpisah denganmu
l'amore, il Dee 7/12/2004 08:25:00 PM
::ouh unexpected::
tersadar from sleep at Subuh.didnt woke up cuz me cant sembahyang.woke up @ 0830am.get ready 2 go 2 An-Nur.skip my madrasah class.d class..cam boring.no real fren in dere.meet wif Zirah n Yayah @ mosque.saw Wirdah n Jannah.cant believe my eyes.didnt tegur cuz dey quite far from where im sitted.Utz Abd Shafi gerek ar.syarahan tk boring pun.feel lyke goin dere everySundae.so me dun have 2 go 2 my MADrasah.
afta syarahan,wen 2 wdl pt. McD.mkn meal tapi share ngan kawan psl tak sanggup tgk diorang mkn burger jek.my madrasah classmate saw me..look at me semacam.strange..nampak sah dey noe my face.reach home my sis already complain y come home late.she is hungry..bla bla.ish tikuss ni.watch cartoon n hindustan.
fall asleep while waitin 4 nini 2 pass d comp 2 me.ish..penat sangat aku ni.woke up @ 1800.bathe n finish up my hw.den switch on comp.help Karuts wif her blog.feel so gd cuz she's happi again.dun wan 2 see her cry n sad n moody always.bcuz of dat DEVIL!damn..
alrite,i gave up wif d downloading of Gunbound.sux man!half way error.now bz doin hist project n listenin 2 BEP(again!yea cant get enuff of it) well betta stop here or else i'll b sleepin @ 2300.which is late.my principle said bedtyme is 2200.akakaka..kiss my a$$.cam real jek..byk bdk tido lambat leh bangun awal lar! ehehe..
l'amore, il Dee 7/11/2004 09:53:00 PM
:: BEP ruLez::
dey juz rock big tyme!im listening 2 Elephunk.yayah's big sis cd.me juz burn it in d afternoon.as in burn cd not burn d cd wif fire n stuff.n now im listening 2 o-town all of nuthing.makes me wanna.. CRY! arrgghh... aku emo tul.kk lagu dah nk kat habes.now listening 2 nicole&robbie something stupid.
so at np we have 2 dance father abraham.Danial semangat.nvr seen him smile lyke dat.ahakz.afta np finish up my essay n hand in.go meet Zirah n Fatin outside skool.Hirzi n Faizal do whistle @ their steady.we ignore.drink bubbletea n lepak.bual2 psl prob masing2.balik kul 1400+.ate nasi wif 'ayam masak merah'(fav aku!!).play comp till mahgrib.watch Malcom.bath.watch news.twice.y? cuz dad always watch Suria den chl i news.haizz.. read 'Holey Moley,i'm a dead Dude' storybk.bout dis ghoul name Dude.a ghost.a cool ghost.about 2 learn how 2 bcome a ghost.
cam malas nk gi madrasah esok.skip ar.gi masjid An-Nur dgr syarahan.leh jumpe Zirah & Yayah @ dere.feel lyke goin out 2 sumwhere 2moro.bored @ home.tgk ni comp ni comp tgk aku.tick-tock-tick-tock life away.
l'amore, il Dee 7/10/2004 09:56:00 PM
::too tired or lazy?::
damn.me slept since 1900-2230pm.ish dahsyat.den wen i wen online all my frens r buzy,so me didnt say hi.n at 2300pm me check d list,dey all have belah!ish..nxt tyme i have 2 come in much earlier.now i've no 1 2 chat wif. :(
afta skool pegi mencekik japz.mkn puas2 pastu belah.dun wan 2 go home wif Ais.ahakz.dah lar she kene bully.wen me buy my mee soto,Hidz saw me n tegur.haizz..tk pernah2 kali ni tegur lak.4got wad he said..but my ans was "aahh". yea ok dat was stupid alrite.abih aku lagik tgh bawak mee yg panas tak kn nk stop bual panjang2 kn?
me go Haz hse.watch dis funny chi ghost movie.but den ckp dlm bahasa mly.ahakz..klakar tul.sebok nyer Miss universe.(dat's Zirah's nenek)lol.wad a nick.every1 hu heards it had laughed.n so must u.omigosh! brg2 npcc lom siap.aramak.sabar bawak bertendang.eh tendang?err..aye,me gtg.adios!
i will nvr understand d devil n d karuts gerl.haizz...
ouh,me glad sum1 is moving on wif his life.but i noe he still have feelings 4 her.too bad 2dae didnt have d chance 2 talk 2 him.
here's d lyric of d song dat is playing now.
STORY OF THE YEAR LYRICS
"Swallow The Knife"
So our open wounds will bleed
Until our veins run dry
Now we have to take this thorn
And tear it from our side
Agitated at the fault line
Still agreed to disagree
Your connected to the heart
But tonight we'll set you free
So swallow the knife
Carve the way for your pride
Now our hands are tied
The problems lie within
So we pray for night
To start over again
Even now as i write this down
All pretensions disappear
Now our impulses will bite
At the ankles of our fear
So swallow the knife
Carve the way for your pride
Now our hands are tied
The problems lie within
So we pray for night
To start over again
Now our hands are tied
The problems lie within
So we pray for night
To start over again
Words are spoken
Words are broken down
So lets make this night be our best mistake
So lets take the time to wipe the blood away
Now our hands are tied
And our world is caving in
Now our hands are tied
The problems lie within
So we pray for night
To start over again
Now our hands are tied
And the problems lie within
Words are spoken
Words are broken
Broken Down
l'amore, il Dee 7/09/2004 11:08:00 PM
::ape number nak?::
Yayah&Zriah vs Sai.jeng jeng..siape akan menang?we will see d result esok.both gerls will bring cili padi n dare Sai 2 eat it.ahakz,mesti klakar kn?dtg ar kat 2m4 class rm.life!tayangan lagsung!ahakz. im not involve n will not support no 1.no first-aid stand-by.
me have my C.T maths1.damn.. i did it wrongly.d last qns wroth 5 marks n i lose it already.baguz lar tu.fail lagik maths.gi2 je.. haizz.. pls help me in maths.im damn weak ya noe?arrgghh...
at lib,do CIP 4 d last tyme.yahoo!~but me gonna miss those makcik librarian.baik jugak ar diorang.tapi ade yg marah tk tentu pasal.2dae get free drink n sweets.ahakz..last dae kan?jadi baik2 ar.but d most unexpected thing is dat....err.. dis guy in black wearing cap walked pass me.tgk dah semacam.den dis 2 kids from SiLing pri panggil me. "cekak!(my scarf.ya noe d 1 u use on ur hair.alaaar.. kalau kau nampak aku kt skool,korang mesti tahu lar) me tak pusing ar.biasa ar.tgh semangat buat CIP.ahakz..
den dey come up 2 me.ckp,"kak,ade prg mintak nombor."
me"eh?abg mane?"
kiddo"abg yg pakai topi ar.dier minta no."
me"nak no ape?rumah ke.."
kiddo "aahh...hp ade?"
me " kalau hp tkde ar"
kiddo "tkpe rumah pun boleh"
me"aramak..leceh tul..nanti ar.tgh buat kerje ni"
kiddo"alaar kak.. sekejap je.."
me?im lyke,no way im gonna give my no. esp hm, 2 dat unknown guy.haizz..ingatkn dah potong rambut cam sikit tomboy.ade jugak mahluk nk no.?aik..dunia kau pelik.tkpe ar kecian nyer pasal.aku cabut masuk toilet..kai rambut cantik sikit.sikit je tk byk.dier lak tgh jln towards toilet. ckp "hi!" ngan senyum2..kat aku!! arrghh.. aku hi je balik.tunjuk sopan.ahakz.tapi tk begitu dikatakn cute.tkpe ar sebagai fren no prob.tapi tgk cam dah tua sangat.ish3.biler me con'd my werk,he was still dere.browsing d bk wen actualli me noe he's looking at me.damn!go away guy.i cant concentrate...argghh..cabut again go toilet mkn choc.said Yayah he was actualli waiting 4 me 2 get out.tunggu luar toilet.jenguk2 kt dlm(ish3.ape kau nampak brader?)
dah lamer sangat dier pun belah.agaknyer.ahakz.alalala..kecian nyer.lol. :P
go mkn at McD afta CIP.go back 2 lib,meet up wif Faz n Sai.bual japz.ice-cream yg Faz nk kasi Sai,me n Mas mkn.free..mkn je ar.ahakz,den Sai didnt wan 2 come in n take his ice-cream.lol.take 913 wif Ma,Sai n Faz.bla bla.. balik reach hm @ 7:15.mum n dad bla bla.. tk marah.baguz pun.but mum tk caye dat i have CIP.haizz.. wad cn me do? buat bodoh ar..
l'amore, il Dee 7/07/2004 08:38:00 PM
::gitu2 je..::
ok tak lagu?story of the year-Swallow d knife.great band eh?didnt watch 'em play soccer.both d finals n sec3 vs sec4.nvm,later ade encore telecast.afta me watch friends.
wen 2 lib.finish up d sci project.me,unfortunately,have 2 design our scrap bk.since wen im a designer?i dunno.bought popcorn chicken,share wif bro @ home.he lost 2 d sec4.n he lied.d score was actualli 10-4.n he said 5-4.yea,he's d goalkeeper.Yayah come over 2 my hse.we took pics as evidence 4 d sci project.now me feel so bored.aight,me 4got me have eng,geog n maths hw 2 do.ish..
im fed up wif ma parents.nagged too bloody much.ape yg tk kene?dah aku ni anak yg tk perfect.nk cemane lagik?haizz.. bingit tul!! :(
l'amore, il Dee 7/05/2004 08:58:00 PM
:: a new layout...pretty cool eh?::
eh cam real je cool.if not my sis hu help me,i wont b able 2 have my own layout.me juz roughly arrange how i wan it 2 b.n my sis edit some of it.she help me alot.im thankful i have her as my very own blood sis.well,ignore d hair in d pic.i have cut it even more shorter.but ppl can still identify me as a gerl,of cuz.lol.gonna watch d Final.n also mayb im gonna watch my bro's team Vs Kawaii's team,2moro.but i 4got i ahve my sci project 2 do.damn.....wait isn't it suppose 2 b Youth Dae?so y bother doin ur project,have fun 1st young teenage gerL.it's ur dae.
l'amore, il Dee 7/04/2004 08:49:00 PM
::SYF yesterdae::
actually i wanted 2 update dis blog yesterdae but my mom scolded me n told me shut it off n wen 2 bed.but me didnt wen 2 bde.me watch d eye.not dat scary...yesterdae sYF was partly fun n partly boring.dunno how me n my frens end up sittin ryte in front of d 2m3 mly guys.damn..dey r so noisy..n funny.dey borrowed my cam n took some pics.too bad me delete it all.pe merepek je diorang amik.n Afiq semangat wan 2 take pics 4 me.ahakz,no thanx.takut2 jatuh ke..dey bullied Ziraz.ahakz.kecian tuL.all my fren is fed-up wif 'em.me cool je..dey didnt disturb me.mayb bcuz i gave 'em sweets. lotsa cutie guys dere.dis police officer is damn cute man.he was guarding d gate den we r goin 2 exit.ahahaha...dapat jugak gue nampak muke dier dekat sikit.my fren is drooling over dat first aid guy.yea,veri cute too.but i saw dis guy wearing i-dunno-wad-skool uniform in d middle of d show.cool hairstyle he got dere!! afta everything had ended,me plugged on my headset n trying 2 get some sleep in d bus.some kids in dere cant seem 2 shut up.so i cent sleep.i ate an apple while listenin 2 HIPHOP2. drop at CP n bought some cheesefries.ate it.n wen home.saw HirZi on d way.too bad Ziraz had gone home n they didnt have d chance 2 go home 2gether.haizz.. at nyte,watch d eye.bla bla.. got some scolding from mom.damn...wen 2 sleep.
dis morn woke up 4 madrasah.tired man!sempat aku lelap kan mate biler arab nyer uztazah tgh ajar.ahakz..mate sikit nyer penat.sampai rumah je dah fresh.ahakz..see all d euro'04 highlights,n me cant wait 4 final.juz lyke d beginning,Por n Gre meet again.all d best 2 ya~!! me support...er..both? oraits,gonna eat my M&M's.
mah galfrenz, ZiraH n Karutz 
anyone wan some ice-cream?
suddenly it was raining..why bother using ur umbrella?hey i cant see!your bloody umbrella is blocking.
my bro muz b sumwhere dere.he's NCC guy.
im proud 2 b a S'porean. ahakz.at dis tyme,we were singin MAjulah S'pura.
Yayah Me Karutz(again?)luckily d trio of 2m3 is not in d pic.
l'amore, il Dee 7/04/2004 02:00:00 PM
::dis story..::
havent been updating my blog.make it short n sweet okayz?2dae at skool,we have art.draw an apple n learn how 2 sketch it.mine looks more lyke a pumpkin.LoL.pradeep cher is damn bored.y cant he laugh 4 once?so boring sia.tkde sense of humour ke?afta skooL go Ziraz's hse.mkn mee hongkong jad kingkong.ahakZ.tgk movie Honey.me n Yayah dah giLer.see 'em dance too well.Honey Daniel rockZ!a cool dance instructor ever.if onli i have my own..i would b dancing my ass off on stage.oh no...no no no.. yea man.goin 2 SYF 2moro.siape gi nanti kite jumpe.tk kenal,buat kenal.aite?adios!~~~
(thurs)yesterdae stayback afta skool.2 finish up my sci review qns.also is d NCC dae.dey ahd their song played."we r d members of d ncc"~~ahakz..tk ku sangka yg aku pun turut nyanyi..saw d soccer baord.many pics..all in blue jerseys.bullsh*t.me saw him.damn.now everything comes back 2 my memories...haizz..Nina said wan 2 tell me sumthing.so me go online.said i nvr tegur her at skool.damn.im so bad n im so sorry Nina!! :( at assembly,had MrKoo do sum talks bout recycle.den we have 2 watched dis chi opera lady sing.lyke her throat wanna burst.yea man..at first i dun even lyke it.but den...have 2 listen.no where 2 escape.
on wed...well wad happen?me 4got.wait me noe!me have my very 1st hmecons lesson.my partner is Aishah.ok lar she.tk abes2 ngan fav line dier"ape tk pernah tgk muke org pe?kau ingat ape?funfair?" dah muak lar beb!! den my ans will b "bukan funfair.moscow cirus ar" but noe my ans is juz stare back at her.den she rolls her eyes.n shut up.ahaha...bleh...n azlan is our new hmecon rep. yea..cool..not!
on tues..kene warning ngan cikgu.rambut aku kene di ikat.cam sial.bingit.
on mon.a new beginning wif a new look.bloody hell.kene marah ngan cikgu.rambut panjang sangat kene tied.ish..baru tgh semangat tknk ikat ni rambut.dier pulak pakse orang.semangat sikit psl ni ahri 1st dae.jadi cikgu ckp suroh ikat rambut aku buat BODO.ahakz.(cut my hair.yea on d head n nowhere else.very short.at first look lyke guy..den modify sikit..dah ade girly looks ar.wait did i say girly? eeeeee....ade manusia ckp cam office ladies.sum say lyke guy.sum say too short.one say lyke erra fazira in 'Bully'.wad i think?juz..perfect?ahakz.)
l'amore, il Dee 7/02/2004 08:52:00 PM
