Part ni jek aku dah tkleh tahan..aku tak tau ape nak cakap.Aku dah start jiwang.Aku luahkan thru lagu aku reka nih.Ferst tyme aku publish lagu aku cipta kat sini.Kalau sikit mepek meaning dier,minta maaf zahir dan batin!
///Fer now\\Speechless now.When you asked me dat.Your words still keep playing in my mind lyke a black&white moving pictures.I dont want to disappoint my daddy neither would i want to hurt mommy.If only u could hear this heart is crying out loud...
chorus:
/Stuck in the middle.I dunno wad should i do/
/if say i dont want u.Den im juz lying to myself/
/stop this feeling.i juz want to be alone..fer now/
Phone is ringing.And i know dats gonna be him.You wont say "hi".You juz say my name.You always want to see me.You always want me by your side.You wish that you could have me but i wish you could hear me say..
(chorus)
The words you said sounds so true..
You said i am your angel..
You thought that i could love you like no other..
What if everything else fail..
Will i still be your only hope?..
(chours*2)
Fer now.Fer now.Fer now i juz want to be alone.
l'amore, il Dee 6/25/2005 09:36:00 PM
@ sentosa. 17 JUn.
ohh..damn flicking fun,yo!Waiting fer those two guys made me bored,so me and Ais went off to mit Hajar at Admiralty.Kinda funny coz we didnt noe dat we actually took the same train wit the guys.So there Azlee,Zainal and Zuhairi(however their name are suppose to spell) walking cool-ly towards us.Reached our destination around 1pm and board the Yellow bus.At last we made our decision and head down to Tanjong Beach.Not many people around.All went bonkers lyke we own dat beach.
Splashing water.Kicking sands.Played rugby at the open space.Actually it's fer soccer.Heckcares.Me team-up wit Azlee and Zainal.And the other group is Zuhairi,Hajar and Ais.Had a freaking good tyme running in the sand.Felt tired afta dat so we rendam inside the sea.Chilled wit them not including Hajar who is dozing off to her 'dreamland'.The guys played the guitar whereas we sing to the song.Songs lyke GoodCharlotte,Sheila on7,Simple Plan..
The guys were bz taking pichas of 'emselves while we gerls were off to the lavatory.Keke ar their pics.Went to had a quick snack at 7-11.It surprises me wen Zuhairi offered to spoon feed me coz my hand is full.Gosh!Very cheeky..We walked all the way to see Musical Fountain.It was splendid~Zuhairi sat beside me.We talk bout punkrock and emo band.Aaahh!A similarity.
Stopid Fridaes.It jammed.The road back from Sentosa.So we had to walk all the way to HarbourFront.Felt lyke we're at Causeway.Reached home nearly 11pm.Kick arse dae~Should had dis type of outing again.Wit 'em again?I wont mind. ;)
To view pictures,click ::here::
l'amore, il Dee 6/18/2005 06:40:00 PM
here's wad new.. i've changed my layout.eventhough it has not reach 1mth old.(dat's wad Izwan said...LoL) juz thot a change will do me good.
going to Sentosa 2moro ferst thing.maybe meeting up wit Ab in d evening..but im not sure yet.Ash band will be performing at Garage Studio on Sat.im happi coz dere's many things to keep me buzy.keep me away from computer.keep me away..far far away from homewerks. Ohhh..dont i juz lurve it?
l'amore, il Dee 6/16/2005 05:49:00 PM
im sooo happi.lyke i have another family.Of coz i noe i had 1 fam.But wen u're too close to dis particular fam,u feel lyke u're part of 'em.Best of all,dey treat me good juz lyke their own kid.Im talking bout Zirah's fam.She has became more than a fren to me.Not matair taP sis.My own adek..but it felt lyke she's my twin.hehe..
since 2dae's her 15th Bdae...
Happy Bdae to YOU
YOU were born in the zoo
YOU look lyke a monkeY
N smell lyke 1 to0
amacam?ehehe..pics pasal 2dae's outing semua dah aku upload kan.tengok kat bawah tu..
luv Zirah many-many <3>>
the real blooded sistas unite
Bdae gerl ngan aku kat dalam lorry 'ayah'.
Modelling fer FirstLady..hiak hiak..
sungguh romantik..'Ayah' & 'Ibu'k i admit.Zirah!!!aku terkejut biler 'ibu' cium kedua2 pipiku...ckp gdbye.macam nenek angkat aku..alermak.rindu lak nenek angkat aku tuh..cucu datang nek!!
l'amore, il Dee 6/11/2005 10:33:00 PM
i LOVE parties~
it is where u can go all crazi,eat as much as u wan,sabo anyone u feel lyke N basically njoy yerself.if u dont do any of the ones i mentioned,then u better off staying at home sucking ur thumb.
we celebrate 4 'june babies'. Zirah,Dayah,Faz & Saiful.Bdae cake was HUGE n best of all,delicious 3 ice-cream flavas.Yummy eh?Besides dat,we ate mee hoon goreng,ayam goreng,chocolates(many3 of it.ferrero rocher is one of 'em)
thanx fer sabo-ing me eventhough it's not my party.watched Madagascar fer d second tyme.me & Faz were njoying spoiling the movie.hehe.hi-5.shld have watch Mr&MrsSmith instead.
afta the movie,we stayed behind at CP,thinking of where to go next.Felt stopid standing in d middle of nowhere n passer-bys watched us.At last we went to TreeHaus.fav aku ni..juz chill at dere.took pics.talk crap.
some went home n others had plans wit their siblings.as fer me,went back to 'keluarga angkat' aku.hehe.Zirah ah..siape lagik?ate my dinner dere n talk more crap wit her.i wonder y ppl hate me fer stopid reasons.C'mon talk face-2-face if ya nt satisfied.Dont stabbed me at d back.Coz i heard u were talking shyt,so dont think i cant hear u.reached home round 10+pm.
the cake im talking bout.
the june babies.
Faz & Saiful gelojoh-ly eating the cake.
MCR fans~!!
l'amore, il Dee 6/09/2005 03:20:00 PM
Yesterdae was da best.Yeah,da best!!
I should be thankful to my mom.Bcuz of her,it feels lyke we're from the aristocrat.But i noe mom is not filthy rich.Juz yesterdae..i gez she was feeling all generous.I heard it's FamilyWeek. hehe..
Watched Madagascar.With 2 of my lil cousins.I wouldn't say they are little bcuz one of 'em is only sec1 n yet is bigger in size n taller in height than me.*Sigh* I need to grow more.
I really Njoyed da movie though it felt lyke it end so quick.The funny past wasn't dat much compare to Shrek2 or Finding nEMO.I give it 3 out of 5 stars.1 star fer d song.."i lyke to move it". hehe.I CANT STOP SINGING IT!
@ Swensen's was da best moment coz i've nvr ate dat much in my life b4(k so im lying..)After eating out own food,which mine was HawaiianPizza.Ate 3/4 of it.1/4 was to share among the hyenas.When our ice-cream EarthQuake came,they were amazed to see fog around the ice-cream.Me?i make it more happening by adding water to it.It will create more fog.Dat's d way i lyke it.Uhuh~ Dad said we're lyke hyenas feeding on a deer.Gez the deer is dad,since he didnt even taste d mouth-watering-delicious ice-cream.Wasted nyer...
Im getting jemu of CP.Causeway Point la!!Walk round and round juz to search fer bro's mp3.At last he bought it fer $119.I juz smiled..didnt show how jealous i am..coz i noe sumdae i can borrow his. =)
I want dat creative pink color mp3!!~~ dream on,D-yana...dream on...
Eat all u can..
But nobody touches my pizza!
Let's experiment,baby~
Us gerls..
Them boys..wit a man.
l'amore, il Dee 6/07/2005 02:05:00 PM
<<2june,yesterdae's>>
:: PDP ::
short fer PoliceDayParade.
damn freaking tired wen i reach home.But not tired fer Inuyasha. hehe..I dunno y but dis parade rocks~ maily bcuz of d funky-ass n sporty Sirs & Ma'ms.hehe..Got d chance to take their pics privately.Dat's where they get all nuts n pose lyke as if they owe the place.My favourite has gotta be Soephian & Rizuan. hehe..Diorang dua buat perut aku pecah.Nak makan pon tk senang..Ketawe jek..
The troublesome part is dat we had to go PA n back by ourselves.Stopid OC tak sewakan bus.Leceh tul..My journey in 966 wit my NP frenz were extremely gerek.Wit Faizal telling lame jokes.It makes me cry n my frens had to tell me to keep it low coz i was laughing way too loud.It kinda shocked me wen Syahmi suddenly sat bside me to take a photo.Ahakz..Blang la kali pon..We were all buzy taking photos..laughing at lame jokes..juz sumthang to keep us buzy since we are so damn lazy to cross the road.so we had to take d long way back to Wdl.
Sempat singgah 7-11 to buy things.Shared VanillaCoke wit Syahmi.He's a gd fren,indeed.But i hate it wen he starts disturbing me.Tarik rambut ah..pukul aku la..ade je nk carik pasal.*Sheesh* Took 913 wit him n Mas.Lucky Mas her daddy is waiting fer her kt bus-stop.Walked real slow to feel the breeze.coz it's already 11+ n im still not home yet.I feel lyke sitting sumwhere..thinking of d things dat happen these few daes...but i cant afford to miss inuyasha.N mom brought home satay from M'sia.yummy~
from left:Rizuan Sir,Mas & malik.
Soephian Sir promoting Oreo while Rizuan pose.
Ma'ms dan Sirs yang tergiler dan best =)
Formal picha..gonna miss u ppl~
l'amore, il Dee 6/03/2005 01:34:00 PM
::Distinctively Melacca::
I've missed many things n people.But my mind is so disturbing coz i kept on thinking bout the incident dat happen ryte b4 i wen to sleep.I dunno wad i did dat is wrong..n he doesnt wad to explain. Blah~And so,i dunno if i should sms him n talk bout it..apologize ke.. *Sigh* im so NOT okay.
Ryte..ryte...bla bla.. Let's get to da Trip alrite?
Hell...i mean heaven..i enjoyed my freaking soul damn much.This is our ferst NpccTrip.I've no idea wads in store fer us.When we enter Tuas,all of us is already excited.Mr Seow taking pictures n MsYeo took a video of da whole trip.
Me sat bside Rasul in da bus(to pon skejap...jadi Zi,kau tkmu jeles eh?) all d till we enter Malaysia.I dunno why ma'm thinks we're an item.Sick man!!N also MrSeow who thinks im wit Malik.No way!!He's only a FREN.And Shabana thinks im wit Helmi(sec4 tau..bkn si sec3 tu..dier takyah.aku tk ingin).She said many rumours are goin on saying dat.Dis is total bullshyt.WassUp wit d skool?Do i look lyke i have a bf? *Sheesh*
My best tyme is goin shopping wit Rasul,Masrifa,Syahmi,Malik & Ghazali.Didnt want to go wit de gerlz,coz i might buy things which i dont need.U noe gerls when dey're out shopping.Thanx to Syahmi fer treating me CookiesN'Cream ice-cream.Dat's to payback coz i've treated him once.Ahaha~ Bought something fer Zi coz her bdae is nearing.N i help Rasul to choose something fer her.Hehe~
Afta Malik & Ghazali gone to buy souveniers,me n d rest head down to KFC.Only to find ppl eating n no sight of de teachers.Haizz..We went out from de back door.Suddenly,(jeng *3) we saw a .......... trolley!! Idea~ We asked Mas to sit inside de tolley.N she thought dat was it.Of coz,u cant expect 3 devils(me,Ras,Syahmi) to let go of an angel(Mas).Poor lil gerl.She was screaming her heads off n still Syahmi refused to stop spinning de trolley.She's all dizzy afta dat wild ride.
Didnt bought much things from Melacca.Only a bee soap(hey,it's gd ya noe..my frens are lyke "D-yana,ko beli ni bee thingy buat pe?...Brape uhh??..) N a packet of fish crackers(keropok ikan).Thanx to Malik fer giving me a keychain which had my name on ti.Aww..So swit.Veri unexpected.And dat's wen d crowd goes wild.Haizz...
On d way back to S'pore...while waiting in d traffic jam...We(de ppl on d back of d bus) gone nuts.Veri veri veri noisy.But one thing happen dat set us all mad n we had to cover our button nose.Ya noe wad happen?I dunno hu de freakinghell farted...n it smells lyke stench.Fed-up sia!Some say Hirzi...some say ChenYee.Think dey eat a lot of eggs at breakfast,yea?Luckily i brought along my perfume.All gerls combine powers n spray!!Aahahah... Stuck in da traffic jam wit a stench smell.God save me!
Oh wee~Im so glad i've reached S'pore safely.Now i've gotta rush n get ready fer 2moro's BIG DAE. The PoliceDayParade. *sigh* no rest..im tired.But gez it was worth it.The cutey guys....the food dat we will be getting..the showcase of police cars n ToySoldiers(dah modify sikit..lebih best)..the chance to march wit da big guys..ehehehe..Yup. Alrite,u guys njoy d pics kayz?I MISS U ALL!!(esp izWan..ahahaha!!)
D-yana dah cut hair uhh...wit a new specs. *New image*
Azizi,kasi Dayah kiss!! Aku cume step cute jek..
Ma'm jempot minum kopi perbuatan Melacca.hehe..Ni satu2 ma'm paling chiobu.NpccTrip Pics
l'amore, il Dee 6/01/2005 08:42:00 PM
