You're an emo kid at heart. Poetry and sad love
songs appeal to you. Depression might be a word
often linked to your name. Usually you can be
found sitting in your room humming along to
Senses Fail or Thrice. So you're not a little
hellion and a trouble maker, but you're one
step below. Rock on Emo Generation. :)
True Punk Rocker? Emo kid at heart? Or solid hardcore poser?
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l'amore, il Dee 7/30/2005 08:39:00 PM
Let's not talk bout it.
But den again...we should.Coz u made me to.
I've heard enuff from YOU.N i wish YOU could hear to wad i've gotta say.Enuff bout me.Wad bout YOU?think YOU are soo purrrfect?Let me tell YOU sumthing,i FARKING HATE your attitude.And i donno wad those ppl think bout u.Coz i juz got to noe many ppl find ur attitude a pain in the arse.We juz cant stand ur FARKING attitude.How long muz we endure?
--siape mkn lada,dier la yg terase pedas--
me n HIM are juz frens.Im NOT gonna go back to him.NO-no.Doesnt mean wen u see me wit HIM,we are an item or wadeva u are thinking.coz we're NOT.And i think me n HIM are betta off stay as frens.Coz i prefer it dat way.I still need HIM.As a fren,HE means a lot to me.coz HE cares fer me more than i care fer myself.i should be very ashamed.
To those whom i've 'left' them behind,im sorry.i realised my mistake n as far as possible,i'll try not to repeat the same old flicking mistake.I cant afford to lose my frens.Dey're such darlinks to me.I've been a bad lil gerl lately.But dere's YOU who is far more worst than me.Thank God.Coz im nvr gonna be lyke YOU.i rather think lyke HIM.
<<3 LOVEmebeforeImGone. c",}
l'amore, il Dee 7/30/2005 07:52:00 PM
i gotta make dis a quick post.My eng n maths nt done n uniform need to be iron.So yea..VERY quick.
As u all noe,we celebrate RacialHarmony Day.On last thurs,everyone(ok..not all)wore traditional clothes.I wore kebaya top wit black jeans n mom's slippers.I look more lyke goin to office-werk rather than skooL.Blame my 'old' looks.But nonetheless,some said i looked lawa.he-he.WAIT! Dey said my kebaya look lawa not me.*sigh*
All who wore traditional clothes look jambu n hensem."Pas ni gi raye ahh.."as said by me.My clazmates were posing here n dere.Cam kiut gitu eh?The most unbearable part was during assembly.Kene dok kt lantai.N Saiful's shoe accidentally hit my pants.KAN DAH KOTOR!! ish..Did ya see MrFong wit samping?Cam pkai skirt!!Coz his shorts cant be seen.Dah tu,leh menang ferst!Geli la akoo..!!Bulu kaki semua nampak.Cish!
Den afta skooL stayback kt NPcc rm.Discuss bout Sec4 PromNite.Damn bored but thank GOD dere's chocolate supply from MrSeow n the guys juz cant stop making me laugh.N sorie Ab.He waited n waited but end up,kene balek wit Shila N Hadi.couple couple beh dier menyibuk.Ahaha!
N thanx Syahmi fer blanje us.@ McD.Me bought Filet-o-Fish.$2 jek kan..?Nxt tyme my turn to blanje him.SAw Faz N Hirzi baru habes play pool.Kurang ajar tk ajak..I miz playing pool.N wathing movie.Someone ask me out? =(
l'amore, il Dee 7/24/2005 09:16:00 PM
updated.PLZ read.if u have the tyme,dat is
yesh.at last im updating dis pathetic site of mine.see..i dun even noe if people actually read all my posts or not.*sigh*
let's go by date. START!
==18 July 05==
my oh my.i dont mind getting fat,i tell u.cant complain.juz eat!my parents had decided to order Canadian Pizza wit 3 chicken wings,potato wedges and macaroni bla bla..Such a foodfest~me ate 2 /8 of the pizza(kinda big) n i chicken wing.My stomach is feeling tickled pink.Why isnt he talking to me?ok fine.i shall make the ferst move nxt tyme..
==17 July 05==
sorie mates!cant make it to BotanicGarden.was too damn tired..all i want is to chill at home.But den i had to dragged myself to buy my skool shoes.Yup,had only 1 pair.I fell fer datVans shoe but unfortunately the size 6 was too tight fer me.Haizz..And there is no more size 5 or 6 Converse shoe fer me.Serious sakk..it's juz wasnt my luck,huh?Settle wit Trail shoe in d end.Bah !!
==16 July 05==
WOAAHHOOO!!!!!
Baybeats '05 dae!dincha catch it?Damn..den u miz d whole fun.Too bad i went fer i dae only.Duh~everyone was so tired afta d whole thing ends.Aishah decided to tag along.So yea..Mit up wit Nini&co. at CityHall.Den waited fer Izwan&co.Spiderwebs formed around me while i waited fer years fer 'em.Hah!ye..bedek jek.CAUTION! Izwan and Ridzuan is so TALL dat u could easily spot 'em eventhough it's packed lyke sardine.Glad dat Din remembered my name.Kalau tk ingat..tgk je la ape ako buat..Arif was cute(lyke always) but dat dae he looked normal coz there's much more guys to see.Danial whom Aishah had a crush on..k nuthang to say.Ridzuan tall n gd-looking.Another 2 guys tak sempat ako berkenalan.Dat Bad girl is kinda pretty,i say.
My ear was deaf fer a moment or so.Me n frenz were standing ryte in front afta those bunch of gerls belah.Thanx Ridzuan but i rather stay where i am rather than go right on the very front.The all-girl band was lyke..fantastic.PLush eh name dier?ahh..sumthing liddat.I can see Izwan staring at the lead guitarist.Stare the way she played n not the face.Bukan nyer lawa pon..
In the evening,Ab n Azizi(his cousin) came.Ok i admit to u readers dat i was gleeful wen i saw Ab.eh,dapat jugak dier carik aku?i noe it was stopid to hide urself by squatting down.Beloh la aku..Saw 'em moshing.Hell,i regret i didnt join 'em.Ab already asked me but i refused.Scared my specs broke.ARGGHHH!! Nxt gig,i pledge to mosh no matter wad.MARK MY WORDS.ryte...jgn bohong ah.
Went off to had our dinner.Me,Ab,Azizi,Ais n Izwan.Halfway on our de tour,Izwan went home ferst.Sowie Wan.Tgk muke ko mcm marah jek..Sorie ah kalau ako yg cause nyer.Sowie eh?To go to LongJohnSilver is damn far.Some roads were closed n we had to go round it.Azizi lead us to nowhere.haish...Burp* full afta eating Combo1 wit coleslaw.
Wen back to mit Izwan's co.Dey juz came back from moshing.All sweaty n smelly.Worst still is dat Ridzuan offered me a cigar.WADDEHELL?
Afta d last song which the band dedicated to lovebirds,me,Ab,Azizi wen off to mit Nini&co. at entrance.To where?Home!!Those gerls still had d tyme to 'touch-up' in d loo while me n d bois waited.Posed in front of Billabong shop.
In de train,me n Nini asked Ab to take our pic.Ha-ha!Stop looking at us liddat,bois.Cam tak biase tgk pompuan bergambar..
At wdl mrt,we wen separate ways.Didnt realise until Azizi aboard the same bus as me n Nini.Eh,mane dier tinggal sey?Tak pernah nampak pon..
Me n Nini sempat took pichas of ourselves at out 'studio'.K so it wasnt much of a studio.It was juz a the staircase where we pose lyke cuckoo coz it was late morning ard 12+am n no one is ard to peep at us.So hell cares!
thE parT whEre dEy moshEd~
Nini & mE~
mE n Nini~
Azizi's t-shirt tells who wad kind of music he listens to.
l'amore, il Dee 7/19/2005 03:55:00 PM
im back.
finally.afta all dat torturing and kick-arse activities.sweat,bites and laughingness.my hand is covered wit mosquitoes bites.Pity those wit 'sand flies'.Feeling damn lethargic even afta a quick nap inside d ferry&bus,n afta came back home.Nini missed me.Welcomes me home wit her cubitan.Thanx alot.Makes me feel lyke a toddler.N bro wit dat zombie look.Kayy..at least he smiled.Ate Changi Village's Nasi Lemak dat i take away.Yummilicious~
Some of my ATC frenz had already start to sms me.Haha..Cepat sey dah rindu..I realli njoy being in my grp.My grp(grp3) n dat grp(grp4) wen combine chemically..will make a prefect bonding.So we both rawk!
All i really want now is to sleep away dreamlessly n soundly.Without thinking bout dat junk of hw i have yet to do.And wad's up wit Ary?Wad is his freaking problem dat he wont sat it out?Cant i juz stay home 2mrw,OldLady?I donwanna go to skooL!!
"An Honest Mistake" by theBravery
People
They don't mean a thing to you
They move right through you
Just like your breath
But sometimes
I still think of you
And I just wanted to
Just wanted you to know
My old friend...
I swear I never meant for this
I never meant...
Don't look at me that way
It was an honest mistake
Don't look at me that way
It was an honest mistake
An honest mistake
Sometimes
I forget I'm still awake
I fuck up and say these things out loud
l'amore, il Dee 7/10/2005 09:31:00 PM
THANK YOU SO MUCH ZULUS
yup yup.Ferst dey shocked me wit my very own hp on Thurs.Den i had my hazel contact lens on Mon.Had a new keychain fer my hp.And 2dae,the cabel arrived.WooHoo~!!At last aku leh gi online.Update dis blog..no ok.It's not dead yet.Hiatus fer awhile coz i'll be goin to Ubin fer camp.Damn...tyme to get torture and darker.*sheesh* Fri till Sundae.Away from all my daily life.And im so cross wit Ary.Yep dat jerk who doesnt reply my msg..making me wait fer goshdammit how many daes.*sigh*Lucky me..me and Ab is still talking.Have to admit im very afraid of losing Ab.Such a gr8 fren.Ouh..he asked me to learn play guitar den perform at Graduation Day dorg..ugh..mati la ako..But im serious if he's serious to teach me,alrite.
makkau!!besarnye!! kk sowie.bace words kt dlm tuh...bkn tgk muke ako..ye mate color laen.asal?tkleh ke?aku nyer suke ahh...nxt month laen color lak..hehe..
l'amore, il Dee 7/06/2005 08:06:00 PM
