::Back From 'Simple Life'::
yeah baby~afta days without a comp.Dats wad i call 'simple life'.But it's ok since i have frens whom are generous enuff to let me check my email,friendster,blog at their comp.Thanx to Zirah & Faz.
While waiting fer my specs to be ready,mom bought me contact lens.Plain no color or wadsoeva.Struggling ah at ferst..but i can manage it afta quite sumtyme.Now i had my new specs...all i nid is a new hairstyle.
Get back my FerstSemester result yesterdae.Did ok-ok.No As.Juz B4,C5,C6 n...E8.TerribleHorribleVeryBadNoGood.But my conduct was EXCELLENT.wadtheheck?k bersyukur je lar kan..
Who Wants To Be A Diva..
goes to Haiyul n her lil sis.wadeva her name is.I have to admit their voices are lyke angels.Congrats to Ab's band n Ash's too.Korang dua memang patut share dat 1stplace psl dua2 berexperience. =) Sowie to my bro's Numb/Encore band tak menang.haish..nvm.U make me proud still bro.Im planning to learn guitar this hols.Padahal dah start..cume tak slalu practice,so skrg dah lumpe.Nyahh..Gonna be a guitarist lyke my bro.Bassist?pon bleh la..
kalau ader all-gerl band nxt yr pon best jugak eh?hmmm....
Aight,till here onli.Gonna get ready my backpack fer Tues.Outta S'pore n off to Melacca.
Me new specs.Wait till i get my hair cut.
l'amore, il Dee 5/28/2005 03:45:00 PM
IM BACKKK!!!(i noe u are not missing me)
ouh..it's so gd to be home.i brought home memories,bruises,stinky clothes and injured 2nd eye.
Once i reached home,slept all da way in da bed dat i miss.Had fun wit da campers n trainers.
My fav activity is gotta be absel line.I feel lyke im one of those civil guys goin down from d building.Funny dat i dont reli fear dat much.Felt lyke i wanna do it again.All the other ropes courses and dat rock climbing...i survive.No matter how high or difficult,i've tried.Kayak was sure a tiring one,but me n Zirah tagteam and had fun.Thanx to MrWind dat we get to feel the cool breeze.The sun was blazing his way right into us.AARRGGHHH!! Im darker dat usual.Ahh...wad u expect?
Food was delicious but insufficient.Fer a skinny gerl lyke me,i sure do eat a lot. =) nasi lemak,ayam goreng,banana,watermelon,rose syrup...yuMMy~ still i prefer wad mom cooks.Our bunk no.11 was packed wit noisy gerls.Cant u juz shut up n go to sleep?Ok cant blame u guys dat much coz the guys bunk no.10 is so0o much nosier.Said Zirah,she heard one of 'em scream lyke as if dey saw sumthang which should not be seen.Stopidos mosquitoes bites.Everywhere it bites.My leg,my arm,my face,my thigh.Waddehell...
Campfire gerek ar.Everyone was so sporting.Dancing,screaming,teasing,playing n everything else.3m4 reli kick arse.Wit dat disposable underwear dat u r wearing,Zul & Farhan,u reli make our stomach burst.3L2 are not bad too.Trainer Farah is funky n she actually join it wit her group.I love those ladies trainers' hairdo.Short,neat n cooL~think of doin liddat sumdae.
Trainer Azhar always popping up the volume.Playing da song lyke a Dj. U name it.BlackEyePeas,Nelly,Maroon5,NinaSkye,Beyonce...we got it! My claZz is united n rowdy.I LURVE 'EM. We sang our hearts out in da bus.All de way till we reached skool.Some of us have already lose our voices.Fer me..im lyke a rocker.Serak habes.Congrats to Cherokee(half of my class) who won the BestGroup.They deserved it. =) Proud dat we(Quatsino) and Cherokee made a gr8 performance at campifre.RocK oN 3m3~ All the groups name sounds reli cute.It came from de tribe people names.
Im so NOT gonna ferget dis camp.We overcome our fears,work as a team,had fun&laughters,bond even tighter N ate lyke a pig.Nyahahaha!!Dont bluff and said u werent eating a lot n fast.Im gonna have to make a new specs.And contact lens. =P Poor thang,my 2nd eye(the specs im talking bout) had scratches everywhere n now out of shape.Lost and found back during RockClimbing.*Sheesh* D-yana...very careless.On Mon,mom gonna take me to Yishun n make my specs n contact dere.Yeehaa!!
Our Sec3 camp t-shirt.
the injured 2nd eye.. =(
I brought home bruises..Im outta here.Gotta fill dis stomach.(padahal tadi baru jugak mkn nasi ayam.hehe..)
l'amore, il Dee 5/20/2005 09:03:00 PM
*bleagh*
im so FARKED UP.
i dont expect my Phy result to be liddat.damn...Okay at least i didnt flunk dat badly.
in 3 days i've finish 2 books.Both books..real damn rocking.pretty disgusting n ONLY fer mature youngsters n open-minded ones.Hehe.all bout drugs,teenage pregnancy,love,betrayal,sex,skool-dropouts..etc.No good,huh?wadever.i only get to realised it after i start reading it,so dont blame me.behind the book doesnt say much so how will i noe?nvm,at least i gain knowledge bout teenagers which already hanyut.Im reading another book title Checkers.wadever it is bout,sure looks fascinating enuff.
oH i canT harDLy waiT fer wEd.suDdenLy iT felT sO gD tO bE awaY frOm hOme.lYke aS if anYOne gOnna miSs mE..baGus pE d-yAna tkDe.sEnyaP siKit rumah..bleh manuSia2 yg aku sms /chat tu sEmua rilek sikiT paSaL tkDe d-yAna uTk botheR koRang kaN?i'LL bE bacK oN fRi afTerno0n.tU p0n kaLau tK meRayap ke saNa-siNi.iM goNna haVe t0 bRinG mY sunBlock.n0,iM noT goNna geT anY daRkEr.caNt waiT t0 be a monkEy cLimb thosE walls,dat flYing f0x,wet wEt kayakinG tyme,eaT daT fo0d which is n0t mum's co0kinG,sleEp wit geRLs which iS noT sis.....ALL thiS beGins oN wEd-fRi.
dont say u miss me wen u dont even think bout me.remember,No news means Gd news.<--their motto i gez. ??
till then,keep on practising coz the Strait Times:Skool of Rock competition is ard da corner.Gd luk to my abg-angkat,IZwan.yelar kau macho..aku beautiful. AHAKZ!kau miss Nini jek..kk,aku pass da msg to her ASAP.
im gonna eat
. cute tak?gi mampos ah.aku pon tk heran.sum picha will attract ya attention.
l'amore, il Dee 5/16/2005 08:36:00 PM
Oh..im over d moon seeing pink~
dont have to wonder why i changed my layout coz im telling u now.Nini is soo0o damn kind.She made this layout fer me eventhough i didnt ask fer it.But i do appreciate it. =) so,any comments?juz tag,dont be shy.Came back from ShingShong Supermarket.Not reli tired but i so famished.Eventhough i've eaten a plate of 2chickens,fries,cole slaw.Saw dis guy wearing shades n *fewiiTt* he's cool n cute.N also mak Zirah.kitorang belanje sikit nyer byk.hehe..
cant believe 2mrw im having sko0L.oh so farking lazy..Fer sum skools,dey have 'marking dae' or wadeva shit.Unfair.coz u ppl need not come to skool.haiz..most of my frens said we gonna get back our maths papers 2mrw.Dammit.Im so gonna flood 3m3 classrm. =(
my stomach is making music,so im gonna eat Nasi Halia dat mom&Nini make.Toodles~
l'amore, il Dee 5/15/2005 05:14:00 PM
Lyke around 2am,she sense something outside the window.She slowly stood up and peeked outside.HOLY-MOLLY!!The wind was blowing bloody strong.So she perdicts dat it is gonna rain.Man,she've nvr seen sumthang liddat b4.Was waiting fer the hp screen to show "1 message reeived".Waiting is lyke forever.So fed up,so she dreams away,hoping fer a betta 2mrw.
Basically,im werking on my new layout.Dis one is juz so full-of-myself cuz of d damn big picha.haizz..WEE~exams over.means no nid to come to skool.2dae n 2mrw.ouh shoot me plz!im so farking bored.
l'amore, il Dee 5/12/2005 11:10:00 AM
I'm still in love,
but im one of the
million hearts you'll some day break.
Close my eyes,
but still i won't give up.
Still i wont give up.
-By the,Starting Line : A Million Hearts
I dunno why but after reading his post,i knew dat things wont be the way i thought it will be.Let him be alone fer a moment.I wouldn't want to disturb him.Part of all these shyt,is my fault too.I am the main cause.If i was sure of my feelings towards him,it wouldn't end up lyke dis.He wouldn't have to suffer all these.He don't deserve this!Tell mom i've been a bad girl.N happi monster dae..i mean mother's dae.
There's gotta be more to this life..
l'amore, il Dee 5/08/2005 08:55:00 PM
Oh Shyt~ dis morning,mom caught me red-handed dat i was hanging on d phone wit him.Great.Juz great.Haha..Nvm.At least now she noes hu d hell is he.It's better i think.Since then,she kept on lecturing to me bout all those shyt.
Was rather disappointed wen he said he couldn't make it.Haiz..Everyone was lyke asking "Mane kawan kau tu?Cakap nak ikot?" I hope he kept his promises.I really wanted to see him.Nxt Sat,i had my FlagDay.Farker tul..Dunno if i could follow him to soccer match(if dere is).
Yang lagik aku tak sangka,nenek aku tag along jugak.Baek nek~Sowie kite semua sampai lambat sikit...Even AbgEr was dere.Ahakz.
Neways,i had 'fun' at NYP.All those workpiece of graduating students was fabolous.So i've already seen dat breaker(Bboy) dat my sis was talking bout.Oh woah~How short yet cute =P We took many many many pics.N i saw guys..but i still prefer him.Took a de tour round d auditorium.Did u noe dat d toilets are air-conditioned?Cool eh? ehehe..
Mom treat us at McD.Yummy~Syg kan siape yg tk ikot kan?Even AbgEr malu2.ahaha..McD at dere was cheaper than those outside.Special ah...fer d students dere.We didnt stay long.Round 2+,went home.Take cab.I slept all d way.Yawnz~I think if he were to follow,sempat pe gi MandarinClass.haish...tkpela.Everythang happen fer a reason.Let it be a good reason!
Family picture in front Nini's booth.
Nini & Eliz.
Kak Siti & Umi.
Abg aku muke stone..Behind workpiece of i-dunno-who.
Makan tyme!!!
Aww..how swit~ 'em at my hse.That's all Folks!
I'm missing someone.I think i need to eat choclates.
l'amore, il Dee 5/07/2005 05:55:00 PM
Maths was terrible,horrible,disasterable<<-- is dere any word liddat?heh..wad i care?actually i do.Since my Eng Paper2 aint over yet.i did my best.The answers dat i got was funny n i knew straight away i am wrong.I drill all d way inside this tiny brain.Screw U!Now dont expect me to pass Maths Paper2.If the ferst paper im struggling..wad will i do wen im facing my paper2?Yea..might as well dont think bout it.It's Killing ME!!
After a long thought..this is it.I've made my decisions.I cant hold it back any longer.Lyke he said fer how long will i put up wit dis charade?If i were to stay,i might juz hurt him even deeper.I wouldnt want to stay bcuz of sympathy towards him.I think he deserves some1 betta than me.Look,i noe it is hard fer u to let go.But.....i dont have anymore feelings towards u,boy.No,u did nuthang wrong.U r a nice lad.Any gerl hu gets u,should feel thankful.Damn me.I hope u can forgive me.I reli wish we could be frens,still.So long..N take gd care of yerself,mate.
Juz finish entertain my frens,Ras & Malik.Dey call me and said dey're under my blk.How shocking!Dey r soaking wet after runnin from Masjid An-Nur after Friday prayers.HarHar!!Felt pity looking at 'em so i decided to invite 'em to my hse.Dey juz sat on d floor n read my Doraemon comics. Guys~I took d tyme to fried some curry puffs to those 'hungry lions'.After lyke 1hr or so..dey off to home.Thanx to Malik borrowed me his "KungFu Hustle".Bleh aku tgk mlm nanti.
yeay~2mrw im gonna see him.We're off to see Fusion'05 at NYP.Be dere,folks!!N if he doesnt wanna tag along,i dun mind.If u wan to accompany ur frenz,pegi la.Im not forcing u.D reason y i ask u to tag along is bcuz i miss u.But it's really up to u.Kayz?
Now all those feelings, those yesterdays feelings will all be lost in time
but today I've wasted away for today is on my mind
Left the only worries I had in my hands
Away from the light in my eyes
Holding tight and try not to hide how I feel
'Cause feelings mean nothing now
The Used-Yesterday's Feelings.Forgive me,Ab.
l'amore, il Dee 5/06/2005 12:28:00 PM
:: Mother & Daughters Dae Out ::
Woke up round 9+.Nini was damn irritating."Alamak..mintak kene sempak sey ni bdk..",in my heart.Take a bath.Get ready.Mom was complaining dat me & Nini siap lambat.*sheesh*kate kene make-up,look our best.Gi Suntec.I've no idea y im following 'em.Train was packed lyke sardines(as always).
My tiny toe is blistering wit pain.ARGGHH!Swollen red.Stopid heels.I NEVER lyke heels,neway.Luckily there is Charles&Keith shop around d corner.Im such a happi kitten coz Mom bought me a black sandals which Nini chose fer me.Quite costly.LOVE my MOM.Right on da spot,i change my shoes.Tkleh tahan ar..kaki dah saket.After which,we went to eat at Delifrance.Yummy potato wadsoeva.Entah la pe name dier.. =S
At Delifrance.It's sh0pping tyme!!yea baby~My mom n Nini was reli bz choosing clothes at TopShop.I was bz looking at de Adidas section.
Adidas shoes(concentrate on de brown clr).N da bag.N bz doin sumthang else wit my sis hp.Ahakz.
Me doing sumthang else..Taking pics..sms manusia..Went into Match,coz mom wanted to find a cardigan.N also Dano and HangTen.Halfway i almost raise my white flag,coz im bored...Dapat jugak ketuk mak aku untuk belikan baju n lipgloss. =D hahah!!
At Watsons..Dats d advantage of goin out wit mom.nyahahhaa!!
l'amore, il Dee 5/02/2005 09:05:00 PM
