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greetings from italy
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Sunday, July 16, 2006
agony of anger
For once,I feel the need to be 'bad'.I told a lied.Actually a few.I went off without their permission.I came home when everyone's asleep.I felt no regrets.Im wanting to do it again.Thanx for making the demon in me to be awaken.I've been obedient until the day you decided to chain my ankle to your dungeon and make me invisible.I screamed in darkness and my tears causes my eyes to sore.I thought you were going to check on me,see how am I doing but you dont.Because you dont care.If I cry to my dreamless sleep and never woke up,you dont know.Because you dont care.I felt you stabbed my heart deep.I tried hard to stop a tear instead a river of tears formed in my eyes.I hope you can see it but you dont.Because you dont care.For all the right reasons I said you dont care,please understand me.Because I hope you care for the young rebelious kid.I still love you,Beaver & Sauron.
Thanx AlienC for your presence and agreeing to wait for me and accompany me home.Big mistake for taking the damn last train home.Felt weird.Dunno why.Stopid people staring.I regret I didnt mosh.Heard Syaz moshed.Should have gotten in since Syaz were there.So AlienC go boasting bout him moshing..bla bla. Haha!
Watching DeadManChest wit AlienC this fri,insyallah.
To go or not to go?I want that damn tshirt.Argh!And yesh,this time inside the arena.
l'amore, il Dee 7/16/2006 05:39:00 PM
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Diyana aka Dee.
sixteen.
single.
school leaver.
email.
missy_frenzy@hotmail.com
adore.
food(yes,that general.all halal.understood ah.),photography,DIY stuffs,music(any genre thats please my ears),boys(how obvious?),socialize with people of other countries,dA(woohoo!).
abhor.
being totally money-less,being unintendedly rude to my OldLady,Mtv(sometimes.)
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