All my friends are murderers.
true enough.but not all of them.some are juz plain nerds lyke me.or game freak.or super bitch.
okayy,NO ! they are all intelligent earthlings. but juz a minority of them. They really noe how to hurt me with words as sharp as razorblade and actions(eg. staying away from me lyke I'm some kind of bacteria).How unimaginable and 'thoughtful'.
So on Monday,I have to face my worst nightmare.Someone whom i wish i could still called "friend". A pity that such friendship had come to an end.But I hope it wont.And I'll not let it happen,even if it means I have to give in.I just hope these murderers can tell me my mistake.And I swear I wont repeat the damn mistake.Hey wait,everyone makes mistakes.So why cant u bloody forgive and if u cant forget,well then that's good.It shows that your memory is at top condition.
So they say,"Lose some,gain some". But what if I choose not to lose that someone/something.Coz it means a LOT to me.Or perhaps,I could not afford to.Having to gain some might be good.But what if I could not adjust myself to the new someone/something? ARGH ! This is tough.Everything is. Since it's impossible to delete these murderers from Earth,why not delete myself from Earth? Eh? Good idea.Damn ryte I know it is. That's what you want. Am I not ryte?
Ouh.Forget all these bunch of Im-here-to-bring-you-down. Just a test from the above. How can I surrender and let them smile down at my corpse? I can defeat them.And I will.
Shit. This post is shit.How can you put up with my shitness and continue to read? U guys, are awesome. Thanx to all earthlings who have been my medicine to cure all heart pains and brain ache. The best thing of being alive ryte now,I can enjoy music from TheDistillers. Okayy,what does that have to do with my problems on Earth? Aww shit.
l'amore, il Dee 6/24/2006 09:56:00 PM
