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Friday, August 13, 2004
::reality betta than fantasy?::
ok so mayb me n Shafiq are frens but y does he smiles everytyme he sees me?haizz..now my classmates start 2 tease me.mayb wad Yayah said was true..but i noe single is d best.err..4 now.
i feel dat fatin is changing.i wish she dun have 2 b so fierce.yea some ppl r scared wen she's mad.she doesnt talk dat much 2 me dis few daes.i dun wish 2 continue lyke dis.juz now me sort of piss off wif Yayah n Zirah.sometymes i can b sensitive.end up,i muz say sorri 2 'em.tu pon tak tahu lar kalau diorang maaf kn aku.dey skrg ade kt umah Zirah.entah lar.tapi skrg rase cam kawan2 rapat aku ni cam..wait!y muz i bother?so much 4 best frens.is no wonder my tcher says she got no best fren.all i have 2 do now is try 2 make d best out of it.i cant expect things 2 go so smoothly wen it comes 2 frenship.mayb i shld try 2 put all my sad feelings aside n cheer myself up.i mean,it's not lyke it's d end of everything.i tend 2 get so emo n sensitive,dat it worries some ppl.of cuz if u see ur frens face so moody wen u suppose 2 b d joker or rather d happy-go-lucky gerl.my frens thinks im lucky,but im not.see,dey only see my happy side,but wad bout my sad/angry side?haizz..
i felt dat is unfair if u tell every prob 2 ur fren n wans 'em 2 listen 2 u but wen it comes 2 their prob u juz nod ur head n say "yea..".it's lyke u're not interested.i HATE it wen it happens.well,it does happen 2 me.lucky am i? =(
alrite..i juz stop talking now n get ready.2 go 2 my aunt's new hse.i dun really lyke her..lol.mak paksa jadi ako pon terpaksa.neways,mom wan 2 treat me at KFC. =) so i muz go.adios~!
l'amore, il Dee 8/13/2004 03:51:00 PM
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Diyana aka Dee.
sixteen.
single.
school leaver.
email.
missy_frenzy@hotmail.com
adore.
food(yes,that general.all halal.understood ah.),photography,DIY stuffs,music(any genre thats please my ears),boys(how obvious?),socialize with people of other countries,dA(woohoo!).
abhor.
being totally money-less,being unintendedly rude to my OldLady,Mtv(sometimes.)
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